BO$$ED UP!

19

8 months pregnant

Today is Alejandro's 21 birthday yayyyyyyy
I have so much planned, well thanks to online shopping
The only time we ever left the house was for appointment for both our baby boy and Ailani,so far her heart is beating regularly but now she needs thirty minutes on the air pumps day, everything is starting to go back to normal size but her lungs are slowly failing idk why but I hope they start working better
Right now she's on the pump and watching Sofia the first
"You feeling better mama?"
She started crying
"What's wrong does something hurt?"
"I no want sick"
"Don't worry baby, it'll be over soon"
"I die mama?" That question hit me to the point where I got emotional
"No, I promise" I gave her a kiss then she snuggled up next to me
Ace went to get us some food, when he gets back, he said he had somewhere to go. Hopefully lani would be asleep so I could get everything ready
I planned for him the whole night at the strip club with some of his closest friends, I'm not going of course but I wanted him to have a little more fun, I trust him
I have enough confidence to know that nobody can ever take him away from me period!
My brother called me again yesterday and was still trying to get me to help him out, I love Alejandro and I would never get him arrested
I never told him but I ignore Elijah
I'm gonna tell him when he gets home but I'm not gonna tell him who
It passed thirty minutes do I took the pump off of lani and carefully tucked her into bed
"Bae?"
"Hey, thank you. Lani is sleeping though"
"You been crying?"
"Yeah, lani asked if she was gonna die"
"Look don't worry about it, she's not gonna and ima make sure she don't"
"How do you know?"
"Trust me, I know people, it's gon be hard but it's gon work"
I just stared off, I know he means well
But he can't stop Gods will
"Ima get goin"
"Ok see you later"
"See you later, give me a kiss" I leaned to him and gave him a pop kiss
He sucked his teeth
"Don't worry babe just save it
"Hmmmm okay"
I kissed him once more then he left
So much for telling him
"Hey little dude, you'll have a name soon" I rubbed my tummy, today little dude was so active all he wants to do is kick
I ate all my food which calmed him down a little but I could still feel him moving
"Hmm I do like Alex but that's played out" I said to myself cleaning up the counters
I had started to clean up the room downstairs, that's where I planned to do everything
I set up everything that would be prior, like the rose petals and the candles, but I didn't light them
"Mama!?" I quickly stopped what I was doing and tried my best to run upstairs to lani's room
"You okay? Are you hungry?"
"I cold"
I picked her up, I think it'll be nice if we got comfortable in the living room
I got out some blankets and sat them on the couch
"Here help me" I gave her a lollipop and her favorite stuffed animal
I got a bowl of fruit salad and some detox water, I want to have fun but I didn't want her to eat a lot of junk, and before she went to sleep she did eat some soup
"OUU bawrbie !"
"Fine we'll watch barbie"

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Ace POV

"Wuss good neph"
"Coolin tryna Fine me a hot spot to work for a hot shot"
".."
"Like that don't you?"
"You cool" I chuckled and clapped him up
"But do you got what it takes?"
"You know I do, Ian scared of no gun, I pop coins, and I know all the key terms"
"Right so what's a wint?? Like aye lemme see that wint"
"Coke"
"Nice so ima holler a ap and find out where that hay coming from, they got that dust that'll make a nigga bust"
"Ap is boss man, hay is the   Weed, dust is the laced substance sprinkled into each baggie to get yo boy richer"
"Not bad! Training starts tomorrow, flash a bright"
"Ight man" I clapped him up one more time before noticing the car slowly driving by
"How you fellas doin today?" The feds. It was Aliyah's brother, he's been trying to take me down for years
I stared him down until he pulled off chuckling to himself
If it wasn't for Aliyah, I'd put him in a ditch
"Yao you good?"
"Yea" I walked away and got in my car, I plan on buying Aliyah a Tesla because I want her to have her own so it doesn't look like she's begging
And plus I really don't wanna lose my car😭

When I made it home, it was almost  3:00am
Thanks to her I went to the strip club with my homies, I didn't cheat but I got a few dances
I just wished she would've gone along but she preggos
I left willingly, I missed my baby
When I got home she was on the couch sleeping
I carefully picked her up and brought her to bed upstairs
To my surprise she isn't even that heavy