BO$$ED UP!

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Finally we could take Mateo home, we've decided to call him Mateo until he's old enough to know spade as his nickname because we don't want to confuse him
Alejandro tucked lani into bed, she been really tired
"Here Bae" I gave Mateo to Alejandro so that I could pump out some milk, I'm exhausted and for some reason I hate myself idk why
"Are you Okay Bae?"
"Yeah sure" I opened the box with the pump
"You could just go to sleep if you want, I'll watch the kids"
"Could you make sure lani gets her thirty minutes?"
"Yes as soon as she wakes up"
"Thank you" I gave him a kiss and put everything away, I'll do it later, he has some already left from the hospital
I can't sleep!! I'm so tired but I can't sleep idk what's wrong with me
I walked into the bathroom where the full body mirror faces me
Ugh I hate it my stomach I'm so fat now!
I cried looking at myself in the mirror, does Alejandro still love me? I mean I'm fat now, and ugly as hell, my eyes are red and has bags and I have a big ass pimple on my chin, I'm so ugly now
"My bad I left- baby what's wrong?"
"Nothing" I wiped my tears then got back into bed
"You can talk to me"
"I know, I'm fine"
"Alright beautiful, get some rest"
Ugh as if!
"Thank you, I love you"
"Love you too Bebe"
See he said love you too instead of I love you too, I knew it he's over me!!

ALEJANDRO POV

she's acting really weird
Why won't she tell me? I'm sure she'll tell me later right
"You don't sleep boy?" I looked at Mateo and he looked at me with a smirk
"You smirking for?" All of a sudden I felt warmth on my arm
"I know you ain't just shit! Boy mmph you fucking stink" he started screaming
"Shh ima change you wait" how hard could it be?
I damn near threw up after opening his diaper
Mind you, this my first diaper change idk shit
"Aw shit man it's all on your balls boy"
He started kicking
"Uh uh boy stop that, Mateo stop!"

'That's not how you do it you gotta move his legs out the way'
'Shut up Ace I got this'
'Whatever you say'

I was too focused into what I was doing because I didn't notice the wetness on my shirt
"Did you just piss on me?"
Did he just fucking piss on me?
He just laid there staring at me
This boy!!
I need help but I don't wanna wake Aliyah
"Stoppp" he keeps kicking now he got shit on his foot
"Bae? I need help" I'm sorry but I can't
"What happened?"
"Your son is making a mess" she walked into the nursery
"Did he pee on you?" She burst out laughing
"You think this is funny?" She was laughing so much she couldn't breath
"Bae come on now, you think it's funny so when he piss on you I get to laugh until I cry"
"I'm sorry"
"Mhm help me change him"
"Ok fine"

..

"He stay still for you but not me"
"No you just gotta hold his legs"
She put him to sleep
I checked on lani who was still sleeping peacefully
I kissed her forehead
"Sweet dreams baby girl"
I got out and went to take a shower
"Bae do you still want to be with me?"
"What the hell you hollering? Of course I still wanna be with you, why would you ask me that?"
"I just want to know, do you still love me?"
"You crazy? I love you, I'm in love with you, I'm everything when it comes to you baby why you asking me these questions, te amo bebe siempre te amaré"
I held her as she cried, what the fuck is going on
She soon fell asleep so I pulled the blanket over her and kissed her before going to check on the kids again
I made sure to turn on the baby monitor, I'm going to the gym room

Jay POV

I lost my husband, it's about time I get revenge
"What's the plan?"
"Are you sure you're down? I mean she is your sister"
"Bitch I am, you don't know what she does to me, she is annoying and ace is tempting, after all, we are best friends"
We both laughed oh how I love my Bestfrennnnnnn
Aliyah, you don't know what's coming😹 baby I hope you had a good run with your little family cuz we got your address