❗❗Warning: self harm violence angst abuse❗❗
Deku:
I was walking back to school ready for what was coming Mrs. Bakugou
Came out side and said hi I waved back and forced a smile. I walked in side to see my mother asleep on the couch with a bottle of vodka in her hand. I slowly and quietly walked up the stairs to my room but I forgot one of the steps Creek when you step on it. My mom woke up and looked toward the stairs and saw me.
"trying to avoid me are you?"
"N-no mom I just didn't want to wake you up. "
"well it didn't work bitch get your worthless ass down here. "
I walked down the stairs and kept my head down. When I finally got to her she punched me in the stomach and kept at it for a good 30 minutes.
When she finally got tired she told me to go up to my room and that she didn't want to see my face. So I went up to my room and went to my bathroom and got my razor blade. I closed my eyes and cut myself. Useless, worthless, dummy, no one will ever love you, you'll never be a hero, kacchan hates you, your own mother hates you. When I got done I washed my cuts and wrapped them in medical bandages grabbed my hoodie and put it on then I herd my mother yell from downstairs
"hey you little shit! The bakugous are coming over for dinner tomorrow you better behave or I'll make sure that you'll see stars!"
"ok mom!"
I threw myself on my bed and thought about all of the times i could have put up a fight and not gotten beat an inch from death but I didn't do it because whether I wanted admit it or not I wanted to die I wanted to not have to struggle with any of this
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Hopefully you liked this. I got the idea one day randomly when I was at school. Welp bye~
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Fanfiction❗❗Warning: self harm abuse angst feels fluff smut and mothers ❗❗ Dekus life has been turned upside down ever sense his dad left. his mom gets drunk every night and lashes out on deku. He's a loner in school and his crush (kacchan)hates him. Will he...
