//EROS (Erôs)//
in Latin, AMOR or CUPI′DO,
the god of love.
"why were you sent here?"
"like I told you before,im here to help you find your soulmate."
"but i've already found him,it's you."
Started//november 2nd, 2018
Completed//april 6th, 2019
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|10:30 am| I wake up and notice ethan was still sound asleep. He looked calm and at peace. To bad I had to fuck it up for him by grabbing the water from my bedside table and pouring it onto him.
He jumps up out of his sleep and yells "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT FOR?!" I laugh then respond with "eh I got bored" Ethan gives me a death glare then I soon feel a sharp pain in my stomach. "Ow fucker" I scream in pain as I clutch my stomach. The pain soon went away when Ethan chuckled. "Don't fucking test me princess" I catch my breath again as the pain subsides fully. "Bitch" I mutter as he walks out the room. "I heard that" he speaks to which I roll my eyes.
I put on some plain grey joggers and head to the kitchen. I get out the box of lucky charms from the cupboard and place it onto the counter. I grab the milk carton from the fridge and a clean bowl from the dishwasher. I pour in a little bit of cereal while I pour in a little more milk. I grab a spoon from the drawer and make my way into the living room. I plop down onto the couch and grab the remote laying besides me. "cameron dolan" I speak into the remote which shortly pulled up bed youtube channel. I click on her most recent video and watch intently as I eat my lucky charms.
After laughing my ass off I notice Ethan in the room. He had a look of sorrow and dread in his face. "Is everything okay?" I ask with a nervous chuckle. He just shrugs his shoulders then says "yes but no" I pat to the empty sofa besides me and he takes the signal. He sinks into the spot next to me and I turn all my attention towards him. "What's up?" I ask and he just sighs. "She's my older sister, also Graysons " I shape my mouth into and 'O' out of shock.
"I-i didn't know" I stutter to which he says "I'm not saying you can't watch her or anything it's just, I feel like me and Grayson would've been so good at social media and just producing our own projects if you know things didn't-um... you know..." he trails off towards the end. I frown a bit then pull him in for a hug. "I told you this before ethan, you have me and you'll always have me" he smiles a bit.
|8:28 pm| as i applied my lip balm i heard the slight knock at my front door. grayson was here
i take one last look at myself in the mirror and give myself the 'okay'. as i pass by my desk i look to see ethan watching cameron. i was about to ask him about her but he already knew. "i'm fine, i'll be fine. i'll see you later" i nod my head then continue to walk to the front door.
as i swing the door open grayson looks down at me with a huge smile and holds out a daisy in his hand. daisies are my favorite flower, he remembered. "you look beautiful" grayson spoke as he pulled me into a deep hug. "thank you, you don't look bad yourself dolan" i smile back.
|9:15 pm| |📍somewhere in the woods| as we parked outside the woods in his ford pickup truck, we began to walk into the moonlit forest. as we did so we were hand and hand has his other hand held the picnic basket and my other hands held the flashlight providing light for the pathway. we found a nice and secluded spot in front of the glistening lake.
he let go of my left hand and placed the basket onto the ground while laying out the blanket. i held the light over the ground to find a decently flat surface. as he laid the blanket onto the ground he began to place the food onto the blanket. we both sat down next to each other and began to eat. he pours me a small glass of red wine along with serving me mozzarella sticks. i look off into the distance , taking in the scenery of the night. "do you like it?" grayson ask to which i smile back at him "i love it."
eros
after eating and conversing, we began to walk around towards the lake. the way the moon hit the lake gave it a glistening feel while showing the small ocasional ripples.
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it was beautiful might i add. "hey lucy can i tell you something?" grayson ask to which i look up at him and say "shoot." he takes a deep breath almost hesitant to speak his mind. i guess i've learned a lot about body language from ethan.
"i really really like you lucy, im not sure if you feel the same way. it's just when i'm around you i just have such a positive energy and just you in general are so beautiful that any guy would be lucky to have you. but i don't want you being with just any guy, i want you to be with me. i know i've already asked you but, will you be my girlfriend lucy?" he finally ask.
i could feel my cheeks warm up which meant i was blushing. i wrap my arms around his neck as he pull me in close holding my back. "yes grayson, i'll be your girlfriend." i smile widely to which he does as well. we both lean into a kiss to which sparks erupt and causes tingles all over my body. i knew this boy was going to be good yet trouble for me. i also knew i had strong feelings for him but i didn't know if it was too early to confess those feelings.
i just want to be with him in this moment. just us, the moonlight and the woods. nobody else could ruin this moment. not even ethan. he's going to hate me for this. maybe he doesn't always know what's best for me.
