Pregnant By My Boyfriend and Counting

My Fault

Chapter 4

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*Brendan's POV*

It was a Saturday morning and I'm just home playing basketball outside. My phone rang in my pocket. Hopefully it was Chassidy but to my conclusion it wasn't. It was Layla.

'Hey um you might wanna come over for a bit.' her text said.

'Why?' I was so confused.

'Well let's just say it's about Chassidy'

'Now?'

'Duh, why would I text you now if I needed you now?'

'Fine, I'll be there in five.' I was really nervous to why she really needed me.

I walked inside my house to put my basketball inside and I left. I walked to Layla's house and knocked on the door. She opened the door and pulled me inside.

"Shh." she said closing the door quietly.

"What?" I said in a 'supposedly' loud voice.

"Shh!" she shushed putting her finger to her mouth.

"What do you want? And where's Chassidy?" I whispered.

"We might have a problem." she looked really worried which made me the same.

She pulled me upstairs into her parents room and told me to wait at the door. She came out of the bathroom with something behind her back. I looked at her questioningly. She handed me the box. "What's this?" I asked.

"Read the box." she demanded. I flipped the box over and saw in bright blue letters. 'Pregnancy Tests'. I brought my hand to my head. 'What the hell did you do?' a voice in my head said. I opened my mouth a couple of times but I didn't say anything.

"What on earth did you do to your girlfriend?" Layla asked.

"The party."

"What par- No," I nodded. "But that was like three months and some days ago!" I was shocked, Layla was shocked, and Chassidy was going to be worse than shocked, she was going to be terrified, broken hearted, depressed and a whole bunch of things that I know she definitely cannot handle.

"No wonder why she gained ten pounds earlier." Layla said.

"What? She gained ten pounds?" Layla nodded.

Right when she nodded I heard sobs coming from the bathroom. I ran to the bathroom door but I didn't open it. I heard her cry and she didn't stop. I wanted to rush in there and give her a big hug and tell her that nothings true, that nothings going to happen, that I was going to protect her.

'Well too late!' I heard in my head.

I wanted to smash my hand through the wall but that might only frighten Chassidy and Layla, and that's not going to help anything.

I got the love of my life pregnant at 15 and at a stupid party. I wasn't as drunk as she was. She was losing it but I screwed it up. I could've stopped it but I didn't. The moment I pushed her on that couch and found my way to her top and shorts I was going to the death zone. The worst part is we couldn't do anything about it.

'Well you can do an abortion!' that same voice again. Well yeah that is a choice but it's not only my choice too and what if our parents find out? It takes two people to make a baby, to people to start, and two people to end. That's what we had to do. We will end this together.

'Surfing'. my dumb conscious kept taking.

"Oh Shi..." I said right before Layla pulled me away.