Arranged Marriage

Guilt & Date 2

A/N warning Tododeku ahead! It hurt me to write this but I mean here we are.
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Izuku POV

The weekend was here yet again! A true blessing!

I had finally mastered for my water quirk the move I like to call twin serpents, it's basically two jets of water that look like serpents. The move is used long to mid range. Not only that but I had pushed my power output to 14% for One for All.

Something I did not get used to was my etiquette class or really the "royalty" class.

Have your posture like so, slumped shoulders show laziness and lack of confidence.

Have your head at ninety five degrees at all times.

Use this and that trinket if you eat this and that thing.

I did like the dancing lessons although I preferred hip hop. We had just learned contemporary dance and I knew how to properly stand and point my toes.

It was all a great big waste of time because at the end of the day we weren't just pretty faces we were the future. Also we lived in a modern era, so what if I prefer sweatpants to skirts?

I wasn't really one for rebellion but even I who loves school does not like the sensei for that class.

I had noticed, yes the really dense Izuku Midoriya actually noticed something, that the boys were drawn to me. I was given flowers, chocolates, jewelry, I even once received a tiger! Of course I didn't like keeping these things and it wasn't to spite the giver/admirer so I gave them to my Nakama or people less fortunate.

I was actually getting ready for a date now. These "date" things apparently are not how I used to think they were. These dates entail kisses and intimate things, I was not one for those.

I could not fight the blush that made its way to my face, recalling one particular night with one particular person and one particular kiss. I thought about that day every day no matter how hard I tried to rid it from my mind.

I had said yes to dinner at a high-in restaurant with Shocchan. My father had urged (forced) me to go on this "date." Shocchan was understanding and said he wouldn't mind calling it off but I said it was fine.

Tomorrow I have another date but with Kirishima at the zoo. Everyone is so confusing and I'm not tethered to any one particular person, my heart would say otherwise. I can't seem to shake the terrible feeling that churns in my stomach, clenching at my heart, guilt. I wasn't really betraying anyone was I? I hoped not to see those ruby eyes look away from mine or see the flash of hurt...

I slapped my cheeks. Get ahold of yourself!

No distractions...

No distractions and keep your mind on task.

Okay.

Date.

Makeup...

Short of check? I mean my eyeliner made me look like I had eye bags or a raccoon. Okay I'll fix it, I took my make up wipe and took that off.

I started at the beginning. I put on my foundation and liquid base and some highlighter never hurt. Except this wasn't me. I didn't like makeup it made me feel like I wasn't authentic or being true to who I am. This is society and if society says you need makeup to be pretty than so be it.

I had done my eyeshadow and had simply given up on the eyeliner, not really wanting to be a raccoon. I applied the rose colored lipstick and called it good.

I slipped on my black, diamond embroidered, gown. It was long sleeve with a low back and it went all the way to the floor. The embroidered diamonds stopped around the area by my hips.