24th December
Ellie,
The thought of Christmas couldn't have been thurther from my mind this morning.
The talk of Christmas and presents was everywhere around the home but I didn't care.
I left as quickly as possible so that I could dissapear unseen.
I walked to the drug store and bought a ton of sleeping pills, not caring about the strange look I got from the cashier.
I walked home and locked myself in my room.
I sat there against the wall, knees tucked to my chest, wearing only a vest and shorts.
Now I was going to die, I didn't care how bad I looked or if my scars showed.
YOU ARE READING
Letters to Ellie - An Ellie Goulding Fanfiction
FanfictionUgh, who am I kidding, why am I even bothering to write these letters? Your never going to read them, but it seems like I know you. Like your my only friend in this cruel world. Your songs speak to me and there's so much I wish I could tell you b...
