Christmas
Ellie,
Well, its 12am Christmas morning.
I wanted to wait to see Christmas.
I guess, as well as this being a final letter to you, its also a suicide note.
Archie, bro, be brave. Your a great kid with a smart mind, even if some don't see it. I know sometimes I blamed you for the way you are and I know it was wrong. Id never swap you fpr yhe world. Don't go down the same route your dad did, or me. Never give up hope.
Mum, I love you. You know I always have even when we argued when I was younger about what you couldn't give me. I blamed you and I'm so sorry. Now I realize that you gave everything you had and I'm so great full. Your strong and independent, you can let go of dad. Its just a leap of faith.
Dad, I don't have much to say to you. You were never there for us when we needed you. And if you really want to be a dad then get your life sorted out. Please.
Ellie. You were there for me when no one else was even if you didn't know it. I know this is pointless and I guess everyone's right I am stupid doing this but you got me through so much, but I'm too weak. I can't keep relying on you forever. I'm sorry
How long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I can
How long will I need you
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their plan
How long will I be with you
As long as the sea is bound to
Wash upon the sand
How long will I want you
As long as you want me to
And longer by far
How long will I hold you
As long as your father told you
As long as you can
How long will I give to you
As long as I live through you
How ever long you say
How long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I may
We are all traveling through time together, everyday of our lives. The least we can do is to relish this remarkable ride.
Lily Anderson, 17, 25th December
RIP
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