17 and pregnant

Chapter 4

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Ok so I decided to upload another chapter. I wasn't happy with chapter three.. I'm not really happy with the all story actually. I'm working on a new project right now and that actually feels like the words are flowing out of me without much difficulties. This one sends a msg for me like its faked and un-real ( which- Duh- it's not, but I hope you know what I mean..). I'm not giving up on this one jsut yet, but whoever's reading this just know the two stories I uploaded aren't my best work...One is very old and this isn't working for me anymore.

anyway! on a much happier tone, here's chapter 4!! Enjoy! It's not edited.

Thanks for whoever's reading my work.. Don't give up on me and wait for my new story. which I'm soooooo excited aobut!! I actually worked out a plot line and gave each of my characters a background (even the not important ones). I"m trying to finish it before I upload, but as I know myself I probably will give up and upload it mid-way. It's a love story- of course. If you know me- you know how much I love a good love story.

Ok Ok! I'll stop rambling now and let you guys read the chapter of this book. Ha ha I forgot I;m supposed to make you all happy about the new chapter.. So be happy! And tell me what you think- I really want tp hear it.

xoxo

p.s This chapter my be short too.. sorry :( Just think about it as - Chapter 3 part 2. !

-Courtney-

I walked out of the room feeling sick to my stomach. and lile a weight as been lifted- a little. I wasn't planning on him to be involved. I thought I'll tell him and that was that. He was supposed to be happy with my decision of giving him a pass, instead he acted like he was offended by it. Like I should've known better, but I couldn't. I barely know him. I decided to go bak to the party and tell Cassie I'm ready to go. Her fun night ended not as planned.

"Hey" she yelled through the music "How'd it go?"

I shrugged

"I'm guessing you're ready to go..?"

I nodded. I felt like if I opened my mouth I'll start crying. And I was so not ready to do it here, In front of Ryan and the all school.

She extended her arm, asking for me to hold it. "Lets go then"

As we walked towards the exitI caught Ryan's gaze on me. I couldn't look at him. I needed to think about what he said, about what he meant. I suddenly felt very tired, physically and emotionally. I ducked my head, avoiding his penetrating gaze, which I could feel, and practically ran out the door.

"Dude, you ok?" I heard Cassie say behind me "I almost lost you. You were practically running"

I didn't say anything. I didn't even look at her.

"Court, you ok?" She asked, getting closer. I couldn't hold the tears anymore. Not like I held them before. Those stupid hormones made me cry from closing the door too hard or putting too much cream in my coffee. I kept walking towards her car, silent tears still coming down my face.

"Please just unlock the door" I whispered quietly, knowing she'll hear.

"Sure, honey"

We drove in awkward silence. Me sniffling every few seconds and her opening and closing her mouth, trying and failing to find the right words to comfort me.

I decided to break the silence and just tell her. "I told him"

"How did it go?" She whispered after a few seconds of silence.