Forever??? (Chris Brown Love Story)(SQL to 30 Days)

Chapter Seven: Shame

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Jaylein pov

Jason took the handle from his loofah out of me dropped me into the floor and walked out the bathroom leaving me there in pain and crying.

I can't believe he just did that to me. I thought he loved me. I can't blame no one but myself is basically the same shit that happened with Nick. Gave him my trust and heart and they just stomp on it.

Fool me once shame on them fool me twice shame on me.

"Mom." Reece said walking in my bathroom causing me to wipe my tears and make sure I was covered. "He hurt you?" He asked me walking over to me and I climbed off the floor still wiping my tears.

"No baby." I told him pulling a fake smile on my face.

"You was crying, yo face red and you bleeding." He told me looking down at my floor and my legs.

I looked down and he was right. "Reece I'm fine go tell faith to go pack a suitcase with some clothes."

He looked at me with a worry look looking just like his dad. He then slowly walked away.

I cleaned myself up then slipped clothes on. I got to get the kids out of here ion want them in this environment. "Y'all ready?" I asked them putting throwing Royalty dipper bag over my shoulders then scooping her up in my arms.

"Tt where we going?" Faith as me as I opened the door letting them out.

"Y'all going to Uncel Chris house Ight." I told her and she smiled.

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I rung Chris doorbell over and over until he finally answered shirtless rubbing his eye. "Ian mean to wake up but can you keep them for a night?" I asked him and he looked at me.

"Yeah what wrong?" He asked gesturing for the kids to go in the house so I gave Royalty bag to her brother and sat her down to follow him into the house.

"Nothing." I told him with a fake smile.

He yawned and stretched then looked at me again. "So you go lie or tell me how that bruise got in your neck and cheek?" He asked once again.

"Jason hurt her." Reece said from behind him.

"He hurt you?" Chris asked me with squinting his eyes.

"I'm fine." I told him chuckling.

Chris smacked his lips and grabbed my wrist pulling me in the house then closed and locked the door. He pulled me upstairs to our old bedroom then closed the door and looked at me. "What the fuck he do to you Jj?" He asked me and I sighed then looked down then back up at chris.

"He found out that Royalty was yours." I told him simply holding back my tears.

"But what exactly did he do?" Chris asked me looking me in my eyes.

My tears fell one by one and I guess it clicked in his mind. He grabbed me gently and laid me back on the bed.

He slid down my leggings and underwear witch was so embarrassing because I had on a pad to hold the bleeding. I felt Chris figures spreading me apart causing me to wince in pain. He snapped s few pictures with my phone and after a few more seconds he put my clothes back the way they were.

I sat up and he just looked at me. "What he do to you Jaylein you swollen, red and bleeding and I know yo ass not on yo period.

I wiped my tears and shook my head no. "Ion wanna talk about it chris." I told him.

"Did Maurice see him do this?" He asked me and I sighed and looked down and slowly shook my head yes.

"I'm killing his ass." Chris said going for the door and I got up and stopped him.

"No chris you not finna put yoself in the position." I told him standing in front of the door.

"Fuck you mean Jaylein, his ass raped you and our son witnessed it?!" He yelled in my face.

"I know Chris and I wanna kill him myself for it but ion want you catching a case and missing out on your kids life because of it!" I yelled back.

He sighed then slowly walked over to the bed and sat down. He shook his head.

Chris pov

To know this shit happened because of what I sent him make me feel like shit. My baby just got hurt over some dumb shit I did.

Jaylein came over and sat next to me and looked at the side of my face. "Chris let it go." She told me causing me to smack my lips.

"I can't Jaylein ion see how you can, it's just like the shit that happened with that nigga Nick, you let that shit stay in side of you and baby that ain't safe." I told her.

"Chris it's different-" she stared.

"How Jaylein?" I asked her making her go silent. "Exactly...What I tell you when we was together about this shit?"

She sighed then spoke. "You'll be damned if something like this happened to me again and you wasn't there to protect me." She said remembering exactly what I said.

"And I wasn't." I told her shaking my head.

"But you can't blame yourself chris your my Babydaddy not my nigga."

"I know that but he moment you got pregnant with Reece my job was to protect you and him for as long as I live, no matter if we together, not together, hate eachother or love eachother." I told her and looked her in her eyes. "I'm sorry Jaylein." I told her and pulled her into a hug. "You not taking yo ass back over there." I told her then kissed her forehead. "Go ahead and shower and relax, imma go get the kids to sleep and the go out and grab you some clothes and everything else you need."

She nodded then stood up and walked away into the bathroom.

That nigga dying I love Jaylein but fuck what she said, he ain't getting another chance to hurt her.

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