9:32 p.m.
The central mall was always filled with people in groups. I remember when I used to be those kinds of people. The chattering and the sounds of footsteps fill up the silence I've been usually hearing almost the whole day. This year, I'm all by myself sitting at this table at the food court. I just put in earphones and listened to some Music.
Before Today, I worked at a cafe called Matin Cafe. I also had a good relationship with a girl, I had a dog, and I was enjoying my life for a while.
This day, to me, is a disaster. I wish I was with my family right now, they're probably having fun. I can't go back since I have to prove to them that I can live alone. I just feel empty, I feel like I'm missing something inside me. It's probably him.... I want to be with him. He was the only one who always made me smile when I'm sad. The one who always hugged me when I'm lonely.
I want to cry.
I wish time can pass by quickly so I can end this suffering quickly.
If only my dog was here with me right now.
