𝘊𝘖𝘔𝘌 𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌, 𝘔𝘠 𝘓𝘐𝘓' 𝘉𝘜𝘕𝘕𝘠...「𝘑𝘐𝘒𝘖𝘖𝘒/𝘒𝘖𝘖𝘒𝘔𝘐𝘕 𝘍𝘍」

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I finished all the papers around 8:00 PM and it was slowly getting dark. I figured that I'll go to the bathroom to kill some time. I went to the bathroom and then came back to the office. To my surprise, Jungkook was siting there in my seat, playing with a pen in one of his hands. I came in and closed the doors behind me. ,,The work you needed me to do is on the table." he said and I came to the table. I looked up the papers. He actually wrote down all the incomes and outcomes of each floor. ,,Well thank you, but I already had them in my computer." I said and walked around the table to Jungkook. ,,Then why did I had to do it?" he stood up and looked at me with serious look. I pushed him back to the seat and leaned towards him. I put my hands on the handles and looked in his eyes. ,,Tell me what's the frick is going on with you all day, huh?" I said and tilted my head to the side. He looked outside the window and refused to say anything. I took him by his tie and shouted at him. ,,Jungkook stop fucking playing around! I hate this! I hate seeing people like this, so stop it and tell me the fucking truth!" when I stopped the tears bursted in my eyes. Jungkook pushed me back towards the wall and took me by my jacket. ,,Okay, fine! You fucking forced to do something I didn't want to! That's what it is! I feel so weak and angry when someone does that to me, put I can't do anything to you 'cause I.." he stopped and I looked him. ,,Because you what?!" I said and he looked in my eyes and let go of me. ,,Because I can't hurt my boss and someone, who saved me, my brother and most likely even my mom. Who for me is something like family. Someone who gave me home and work.. If you wouldn't been either of these things, I would probably beat you up a milion times already.. But since I got no choice.. I can't do that.." he said and took his jacket from the hanger. He wanted to run away, but I took him by his hand and pulled him back. ,,Jungkook, what happened yesterday?" I said and looked at him closely. I saw something on his neck. I took him by his short, pulled him closer and opened up his buttons. ,,What are you doing?!" he shouted at me and pushed me back. I ran towards him and pushed him in the chair. I sat on him and forced him, to let me look at his neck. He had bite marks all over his neck and collar bones. I lately figured he had makeup all over his body. ,,So that's what happened.." I said and let go of him. I still sat on him and looked at him. He looked at me back and I saw tears in his eyes. ,,I promised I won't hurt you, didn't I? Huh, what a monster I am.." I said and ran away from the office. I got out the building and ran to the closest street. I saw Jungkook ran out and look for me. He then ran other direction than I did. I leaned back towards the wall and slowly kneeled and sobbed. ,,Why am I like this? Hurt someone I..." I didn't finish the sentence. ,,D-Do I actually? No I can't.." I said in a back of my head. I sat there for a while and while I sobbed it started to rain. I went through the side streets for a walk, while I cried really hard and leaned here and there towards a wall, because I was cold. I didn't k ow whether go back and find Jungkook or leave him alone for some time. I'm such a bad person.. I can't do any of this anymore..