𝘊𝘖𝘔𝘌 𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌, 𝘔𝘠 𝘓𝘐𝘓' 𝘉𝘜𝘕𝘕𝘠...「𝘑𝘐𝘒𝘖𝘖𝘒/𝘒𝘖𝘖𝘒𝘔𝘐𝘕 𝘍𝘍」

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I ran through the whole city trying to find him, but I didn't. I walked behind the city on a hill and sat down on a bench that was on top of it. ,,I'm such and idiot..." I cried hard and leaned my head in my hands. I cried for a while, until I felt hand on my shoulder. ,,I found you.." said to me the most beautiful voice on the world. I looked back and he was there smiling. I looked at him all suprised. He sat down next to me and smiled again. ,,Come on, Jimin!" he said and leaned in for a hug, that I accepted. I hugged him so tight he gasped, because he couldn't catch a breath. ,,Slow down, the stitches aren't fully healed." he said and gave me a kiss in my hair. ,,How did you find me?" I asked and he laughed. ,,I followed you... I wanted to go back, but when I saw you running out of the building through the whole city, I couldn't just go home... I wanted to let you know, I won't leave that easily." he said and I looked at him for a while and then gave him a long kiss. ,,I'm sorry, Jungkook..." I said and stood up. I picked up a rock and walked to the edge of the hill. ,,...but we both know you don't deserve me." I said and threw the rock from the top of the hill. ,,Nope, I think of the the exact opposite, YOU don't deserve ME." he said and grabbed me around my hips, rocking me from side to side. ,,I-I..." I couldn't even finish the sentence. I started crying again, because the warmth I felt when Jungkook held me was so comfortable and I missed this warmth for some time now. ,,Don't cry, angel.." he said, turned me around and wiped me tears. He gave me a kiss in my hair. ,,You won't get rid of me that easily, silly. You know that." he said and I nodded. ,,Come on, let's walk home." he said and held my hand, walking with me all the way home. I didn't even care about any paparazzi anymore. I just held his hand, all happy I had him back... But then my phone started ringing and I woke in my bed. ,,All of this was just a dream..." I said and layed in the bed. ,,..fuck..." I whispered and looked at my phone. ,,60 messages from Jungkook.." I thought and let go of the phone. I sat down and looked at the time. I should be at work, but.. I don't really want to. It doesn't matter to me anymore.. all that matters to me is Jungkook's happiness and health, right? Or am I just selfish...? I just can't stop thinking about any of this.. After some time I sat down and read all the messages from him. He begged me to see me at the reception of the building I live iny in 10 minutes.. I just sighed and answered with "okay". I took my phone and keys, putting them in my coat and put my shoes on. I went down and when I got to the reception, Jungkook was already there. I wanted to cry again.. and he knew that. He came to me, leaned his head down and looked at me. ,,Don't cry, Jimin." he said and petted my head. I just hugged him. ,,I fucking miss you..." I said and he laughed. He sat with me to the nearest bench in the reception and said: ,,You know, I thought about it.. You are not getting rid of me so easily." he said and I laughed, while my tears rolled down on my cheek. ,,You know, even tho you may not want it, I'll be with you 'till the end. Doesn't matter if I die, as long as I'll be with you, I'll be happy." he said and looked at me, giving me a gentle kiss. ,,I miss you too you know. Even tho it was just a few hours, since I've seen you." he said and wiped my tears. I leaned my head on on his hand. ,,I'm such a dumbass for letting go of you." I said and gave him a kiss on his hand. ,,Yep, but you're my dumbass." he said and I laughed. He held me by my hand and we went back home, finally happy he was back. When we got back home, I didn't even let him to take off his coat.. I just jumped at him, giving him a giant kiss as we both fell on the couch. ,,Woah, Jimin!" he said and I smiled. I gave him another kiss and then layed on him, cuddling him tightly. ,,I'm so glad, I can hold you like this again..." I said, while he played with my hair and gave me a little kiss here and there. ,,You know I am too?" he said and I layed on him and fell asleep again.. I woke up in my bed again, in the same clothing and the same time, sitting down. ,,Don't tell me, I'll have this fucking dream all over again..." I said and layed back on my pillows. ,,Ugh.." I said and sighed. I suddenly heard a knock. I got up and opened the door, thinking it was Jungkook. But it was Jihyun and Jonghyun. ,,Where's Jungkook?!" asked Jonghyun and ran around the apartment. ,,I-I... told him to leave.." I said and starte crying. ,,W-What?" asked Jihyun. ,,I told him, that ever since he was with me, he got in trouble and almost got killed a few times... I don't want him to get hurt!! I can't let him near me or he'll get hurt even more!" I said and Jihyun hugged me. ,,We need to fjnd him, NOW!!" said Jonghyun. ,,W-why?" I asked and they looked at me. ,,You didn't get the message?" they said and I shake my head. Jihyun ran in the bedroom to take my phone. ,,Take your coat and out on your shoes, we'll tell you in the car." said Jonghyun and took me by my shoulders. I just nodded and we rna out of the apartment. What's going on? Don't tell me anything is gonna happen to Jungkook... I made him leave, because I thought he'd be safe, but.. he's in even bigger danger. Oh, if an thing's gonna happen to him, I won't forgive myself...