𝘊𝘖𝘔𝘌 𝘏𝘌𝘙𝘌, 𝘔𝘠 𝘓𝘐𝘓' 𝘉𝘜𝘕𝘕𝘠...「𝘑𝘐𝘒𝘖𝘖𝘒/𝘒𝘖𝘖𝘒𝘔𝘐𝘕 𝘍𝘍」

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I took a deep breath. ,,Baby... we need to talk." I said and he realised about what we'll talk. ,,I'm so sorry, Jimin..." he started crying. I sat closer and he leaned his head on my chest. ,,I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." he repeated over and over again. ,,Jungkook..." I held him close. He started to crying even harder. ,,Don't cry... please bunny..." I said and sobbed, but he couldn't stop himself. ,,I'm trying... but I feel so bad Jimin..." he said and I held him. ,,Jungk--" I wanted to continue, but he interrupted me. ,,If I wasn't weak... if I was stronger... I could've protected all of you... but I'm not! I'm here in a hospital, just because of my stupidness... just because I'm a dumbass... just because I didn't save anyone... especially you..." he said and cried harder. ,,Jungkook..." I said and wiped away his tears. ,,...listen to me... It's not your fault, it's mine and only mine. I shouldn't have ever get that idea, to go and save Jihyun and Jonghyun alone... if I would have you with me or if I'd took a gun, I would most likely be safe... it's only my fault you feel this way... it's only my fault you did this to yourself, okay? But remember... I love you so freaking much... you're so important... you're the most precious person, I'll ever love in this world and I adore you so much..." with these words he broke down again. And as I saw him, I started too... but I continued my speech. ,,But here and now I promise you... with help of everyone... we're gonna get married as soon as we can... we'll plan our wedding to be the most perfect and no one, not even Kai will disturb it... we'll be safe, okay? But you have to promise me one thing..." I said and he looked at me. ,,W-what is it...?" he asked and sobbed. ,,That... in case anything happens to me... you'll continue on living... you won't commit suicide... you'll move on and take over the firm... you'll try and find new love and live on..." he busted into tears. ,,I-I can't do that, Jimin..." he said and I grabbed his hand. ,,Please... at least promise me to try and move on... without committing suicide..." I begged him. He gave me a kiss and then whispered. ,,Okay my love... anything for you..." with this I gave him and smile and kissed him back. ,,I love you so much, Jungkook..." I said and cuddled up to him on bed. ,,No... I love you so freaking much, Jimin... you don't even know how much... you're my one and only hope, my guardian angel and most importantly the love of my life..." he said and I giggled. ,,You're sooo sweet bunny..." I said and gave him a long kiss. ,,...and that's exactly, why I love you." I said and he smiled. Oh how I missed his beautiful, bunny smile... he's so precious...