❤Kpop Oneshots Book 2❤

~003~

Well, now I guess I have to talk about him sooner or later... An ultra strike out. Shownu sunbaenim. Yeah yeah. I know. He's a little older than the rest but so much more than that at the time. We acted in a drama and music video together. His twisting personality was so intriguing. He's charismatic, and macho kind of looking but he's actually innocent.

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Shownu: Yuci?

Yuci: Yes- Shownu sunbaenim.

Shownu: Call me Hyunwoo.

Yuci:Okay.

Shownu: Anyways, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out later. My members wanted to meet some of the cast, so we are all going out to eat.

Yuci: *smiles* Yeah sure.

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Shownu: Hey, here's my jacket. Shouldn't have worn shorts."

Yuci: It's too hot out.

Shownu: Well, don't be too seductive. Don't want you to be kidnapped.

Yuci: Thanks for the jacket by the way.

Shownu: Of course. Kihyun yelled at me last time because I didn't.

Yuci: So you don't usually do this?

Shownu: Nope.

Yuci: Well, I feel special.

Shownu: I hope so because if I'm going to ask you out on a date then I want to make you feel special.

Yuci: Wait what?

Shownu: Your manager said you got tomorrow off. I'll pick you up at 12.

Yuci: Wow, who planned this out?

Shownu: I did of course but Minhyuk did help with planning it a bit.

Yuci: You were nervous, weren't you?

Shownu: Of course.

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Shownu: Have you ever thought of us living together?

Yuci: One day, perhaps.

Shownu: Good. I don't want to be the only one.

Yuci: Oppa.

Shownu: Yes, my love?

Yuci: Do you love me?

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Yuci: I was worried, when you called that you'll be late because you said something came up

Shownu: No worries! I was late because I went to get these. *holds up flowers*

Yuci: *smiles* They are beautiful.

Shownu: I think you're way more beautiful than these. *Blushes*

Yuci: Blushing are you?

Shownu: Let's eat.

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We lasted for a few months like this. Then, we got busy. We talked less and less. lost nights we would talk for a bit before falling asleep on one another.

We decided to end it... It wasn't planned or anything but we did. We just left it.

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Yuci: Oppa.

Shownu: Yuci.

Yuci & Shownu: We need to walk away from us.

Yuci: *looks away* I-I can't do this.

Shownu: Me too. I don't want to hurt you. It isn't my intention too.

Yuci: We are getting too busy for one another.

Shownu: I loved you more than you would ever know. *gets up* *kisses her forehead* Goodbye, Yuci.

That was that. There wasn't more to really say. He was actually my first relationship. We had amazing memories. We keep in touch but we don't dare to cross our lines with one another, bringing up our past times with one another. We have kept to ourselves. We signaled that whatever happened between stays between us. It was our life together, not anyone else.

Shownu was an amazing boyfriend, but once again fate said no. Life wasn't going to let us be. We couldn't live with it.

No doubt I miss him. I miss his dorkiness. His slight innocent behavior. The way he smiles at me, looks at me, and holds me protectively in his arms. His stoic responses and jokes. He bought me flowers every week. Has his members help him cook food to bring to our small picnics. His hands molded to mine. They say he would swing me slightly when he got home after  long trip. I miss him, the memories, the feelings. A friend got me to see that fate doesn't play by rules. That friend helped me see that Shownu was special and it wasn't a mistake that we met.

Shownu was special. He still is, but the right guy at the wrong time is always the wrong guy.