Saddie was having a party this weekend. By party I mean watching movies in her living room. I don't drink or smoke so. I was 100% sure that Aaron was going to be there. I hope that he was just as excited to see me as I was for him. I knew Aurora was going to a football game with him and I told her to talk me up a little. They weren't going alone, I guess that's the only reason I was okay with them going together.
That day I really didn't do much. I woke up late, ate some food, and spent too many hours doing random stuff on my phone.
I hopped in the shower when it was getting later. It was just movies so I knew I didn't have to dress up. I still wanted to look slightly civilized considering I was seeing Aaron. I know that I shouldn't be dressing for a boy, but when you like them this much how could you not?
I got dressed in leggings and a sweater. The usual.
I ate dinner with my family and then started walking to Saddie's. She lived on the street next to mine and if I took the short cut through the florist shop it would only take me a couple minutes to get there.
I was one of the first people to show up. I usually am anyways. I hate being late so I'm usually early. Even though I was early, everyone was already there. Saddie, Aurora, Aaron, Lenard and Calie. Just some people from school. We made some popcorn and other snacks and then we all filed onto the couch. All the seats were taken so I had to sit on the floor.
We all decided to watch a new horror film that had just come out. I enjoy scary movies. Most of my friends don't like them because they are afraid, but I find them amusing for some reason. the movie started and I didn't want to be that one person talking but I didn't want to be sitting alone on the floor. I quickly shot Aaron a text asking him to sit on the floor with me.
Literally 20 minutes later I still lay on the floor alone. Aaron totally ignored my text and it was pissing me off. All I wanted was some company.
Throughout the whole movie all I heard was laughing coming from Aaron and Aurora. :(
The first movie ended and we decided to put on another one. There was a break in between for everyone to pee and make more snacks. For the next movie I sat on the couch. I really didn't feel like being alone on the floor again. Someone else could do that. I left room for Aurora and Aaron in case they wanted to sit too. I was pretty pissed at Aaron, but I would still give him a chance to sit with me. Calie took a seat next to me which I didn't mind because I like her but that would mean only one seat was left on the couch. When Aurora and Aaron came back from the kitchen they both sat on the floor. Together. With still one empty seat left on the couch. Saddie came over and claimed the last seat on the couch and Lenard sat on the chair.
That's when I knew. That's when I knew Aaron had no longer liked me. That's when I knew that Aaron now likes Aurora. And that's when I knew that one of my best friends had stolen him from me.
I felt like breaking down. I was angry, I was sad. I had to sleep here, with Aurora and act like nothing just happened. I wanted to go cry in the corner.
If you knew me, you would know that guy don't come around that often. I'm usually alone and stuck with no one to show my affection to. That's why when someone actually comes around I fall hard.
I felt embarrassed and humiliated by this whole situation. I really liked Aaron and a lot of people knew that. Hell, Aaron knew that.
I was thrown in the trash and honestly that's what I felt like right now.
Aurora knew I liked Aaron. Did she care? No.
Authors Note: Sorry this chapter is so short! I haven't updated in a while and I just wanted to get something out there, but more is to come soon!
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