band aids

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I woke up in 2018
with band aids on my soul.
I had bled through so many,
it took me so many bandages,
and so many chances
to take away the knife that
wounded me.
I spent my months healing,
finding the love within me -
the love that I deserved.

When the leaves came back,
and the wind danced around us,
I gave myself another chance.
When the wildflowers grew,
and the sun watched us from above,
I learned that love is not the knife
stabbing through my chest.
When the leaves once again withered away,
and we spend long nights under the stars,
I found myself again.
I stitched my bleeding soul
with the love she gave me.

I found the happiness I was longing for
when I walked into this year.
Though I am still healing,
I step into the new year knowing
my body is mine.
I welcome new days knowing
my soul belongs to me
and nobody can take away
what I have spent a year mending.
I will wake up in 2019 with only the scars
to remind me of what I truly deserve.

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