skin tight

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when my skin feels too tight
around my weary bones
and my organs feel crushed
under my weight
i know it's getting bad

driving home, i don't know where i am
my hands are the navigator
my mind is miles from the drivers seat
all i can think about is peeling my skin back
a blossoming flower
letting the darkened blood slip over
pale fingertips

nobody wants to be around me
i feel like i'm being pushed
further and further
my heels are dangling off the edge
i'm dripping blood
my bones are wings
carrying me to the void
where i am nothing
where my body is light
my eyes are dark
my bones are freed from the skin
too small for my body
and i sit on my throne of self-loathing
knowing they won.

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