I refer to myself as the girl underneath the frozen lake.
I was alone stuck in loop, my days being repeated endlessly, being frozen in time.
But I didn't know that I wasn't alone.
Underneath the frozen top was water.
You were the water that hugged me tight, the water that comforted me, the water that held me.
I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding and let the water take a hold of me.
I closed my eyes and let the water enter my soul.
I was at peace.
I was calm.
And after so many days without sleep, I slept forever.