Ben Hardy Imagines

Sorry, Not Sorry Part 2

Today's the day we film the scene for how 'We Will Rock You' was created, and I'm starting to get a little bit anxious about meeting everyone. But mostly I am anxious about seeing Ben again after what happened yesterday. We didn't talk much after the kiss, actually, we didn't talk at all, so now I'm thinking it didn't happen at all.

But then again, I'm just me. I play small roles in shows and films, while Ben is Ben. He is playing a huge role in this film and he could get any girl he wanted with those looks and personality, why would he go for me? Why did he do all he did for me? Or maybe he just wants a fling? If he does, he's looking at the wrong girl.

I know I may be sounding like an insecure person, and that he may actually like me, or I'm just overthinking this, but I have been hurt one too many times by the people who I thought loved me.

I'm getting ready with the other women who play the wives, when one of the assistants knocks on the trailer door. "We're ready for you." He says and we all get up and walk together to the set. The whole place is buzzing by the time we get there, and Ben immediately comes up to me, pulling me away from the other girls.

"Y/N, I want to introduce you to everybody, like I promised." He pulls me up to the main three actors, quickly letting go of my hand when we stop in front of them. "Guys, this is Y/N. Y/N, this is Rami, Joe and Gwiylm." I smile and wave at them, not knowing what else to do.

"You were in the party scene yesterday." Joe said, stepping closer with a bright smile. "We missed you, yesterday. Left before we could even say hello."

"I'm sorry about that, but I'm meeting you all now." I say with a wide joking smile at the end. We stand there, talking and joking in between the scenes.

We're half way done for the day, taking a break when I decide to approach Ben. "Please can I talk to you for a second?" Luckily, he is in a space by himself at the time, so he doesn't have to excuse himself.

"Sure, what's it about?" He asks, some how seeming innocent and I have to wrap up all the courage I have to say this;

"What happened yesterday?" I say in a quiet voice, not wanting others to listen in.

"What do you mean? We did our scenes, we talked and we kissed." Okay, so I wasn't imagining it. That's good. I hope.

"Yeah, we did. We kissed more than once. But what does that exactly mean? If you're looking for hook-up or something, please just find somebody else."

"I was not using you to just hook-up with. We haven't even hooked up. But I'm not into that anyway."

"Good, because even though I kissed you, you also kissed me, and that might have been all you intended to do or wanted, but it meant more to me. I really like you Ben, and if you don't like me, please let me know..." Ben cuts me off by kissing me on the lips. Well, this is deja-vu. When I hear cheering from around me, I break away and look around, the other cast members and crew smiling at us. Right, there are others in this room. Ben brings my attention back to him by gently guiding my head to look at him.

"I am not using you, because I really like you and now everybody here knows it too."

"Please." Joe speaks up; "We knew for a while."

This imagine is so bad, I'm sorry guys. I just wanted to show some insecurities one might feel in this situation. I'll make it up to you all hopefully with the next imagine.