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"Hey babes. miss me?"

I didn't even have to turn my head because I already knew who it was, sadly. "What do you want Zayn?"

Zayn has always had a crush on me and the feelings were not returned. It wasn't because of Ethan because it was before we started 'going out'. I just didn't like Zayn the way he liked me- yes he was good looking, a total sweet heart even though he asks like he's the baddest bitch out there, and maybe if he wasn't always flirting with me- maybe- I would like him but I was just not attracted to Zayn like that. Anyway, I was really surprised to see Zayn here because he was supposed to be traveling the world right now. That's what he told us after graduating last year. It was also weird for him to be here and not at Harry's seeing as that Harry can actually stand to look at him. OK, now that I think about it sleeping with Zayn might not have been the best idea.

OK, before you go pointing fingers saying you like Zayn- no, it's not what it sounds like. Zayn came to me crying before he left about how much he loved me and that he was upset I didn't like him back, so I felt bad for him. We kissed and it led to much hotter things. That was all behind me because when I woke up Zayn was gone and I felt like shit. I was questioning myself because why would he leave after that if he loved me obviously he wanted into my pants and he got what he wanted and in the end so did I because I met Ethan after that.

"You seem upset what's wrong?" Zayn asked. I rises an eye brow staring at him in disbelief. I closed my mouth not wanting to say something I didn't want to say.

"Please leave now." I grabbed the towel next to me pulling it around my body before getting out. I wouldn't let Zayn have the satisfaction to see me nude after leaving me.

"What did I do this time?" He asked with that stupid crap eating smirk. I wish I had the strength to punch it off but he was lucky.

"Why are you even here?" I asked and walked into my room pulling out some pajamas.

"'Cause I've missed you baby." Zayn said dropping the grin replacing it with a straight face. I laughed pulling on my boxers and pajama pants while I still had on my towel. "Why is that funny?"

"Maybe because you don't love me and your a fu.cking asss." I dropped the towel pulling a shirt over my head. I didn't even now why I was getting so worked up I had Ethan's love.

Ethan's all I need.

"Why would you say I didn't love you louis?" Zayn asked. I ignored that questioned going straight to my bed trying to fall asleep. "Louis answer me."

Nope.

"Louis."

I was suddenly flipped over by Zayn and he straddled my waist. I stared up at him wide eyed not even wanting to know what Ethan would do if he saw me with Zayn like this. I'd probably be back in the hospital again. "Zayn get the fu.ck off of me!"

"No tell me why you don't think I love you Louis?" Zayn said he grabbed my hands pinning them above my head. "It's why 'm here for you. I came back for you Louis."

I closed my eyes shaking my head. "I don't care if you do or don't because I don't love you and never did. Not even when we had sex it was just because I felt bad!" I screamed in his face. Those words just didn't sound right coming from my mouth like I wanted to take them back.

Zayn stared at me searching for a sign that I was lying but I wasn't. "Your lying."

"Nope it was just because I felt-" I was cut off by Zayn pressing his lips to mine. I didn't kiss back to afraid of what Ethan would do if he saw this. Zayn pulled back searching my eyes again.

"Why would you do that do you know what you just did!" I screamed pushing him off of me and the tears start spilling down my face.

After twenty minutes of me crying in a ball on my bed and Zayn sitting in the corner staring at me in disbelief. I sniffed keeping my head tucked in my knees. I was debating if I was going to tell Ethan or not.

"Louis?"

"Please Zayn just leave you've already done enough damage." I sighed.

"No wait Lou-" I cut him off.

"Please." I whimpered.

Zayn sighed but he got out closing my door. I sighed pulling my phone out hovering over Ethan's contact.

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