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"God I feel like shit."

That was an understatement because shit doesn't understand how I feel at the moment. I feel like I got trampled on by one hundred pound rocks. I just wanted to lay in bed all day and cry. I was in so much pain and have no one to cry to. My parents were always away and I definitely couldn't tell Harry because I just can't. I swung my leg out the bed trying to get to my phone before it stopped ringing. I stood up limping over to my counter.

"H- hello?"

"Louis! Are you OK?" Harry asked.

"Yeah, I'm ju- just not feeling to well. Think I caught a cold or something." I said then added a cough.

"OK. I'll come over with Grease and some ice cream or soup if you want." He said. I wanted to cry because he was a great friend but he couldn't see me like this.

"NO!- I mean I uh I don't want you to catch my cold." I lied. I can't believe I just lied to him.

"Boo are you sure?" He asked.

That's when the tears started. I sniffing. "Look I gotta go bye Haz."

I hung up quickly and threw my phone on my bed before he could say anything else. I wrapped my arms around myself and started crying. I decided to stop when the tears started stinging my cuts. I turned to look in the mirror. "Oh god.."

I turned around and limped over to my phone. I picked it up quickly checking the message. I gulped already knowing who it was.

ETHAN: Baby please answer me I'm so srry you kno I am

LOUIS: E u hurt me again u said u would stop

ETHAN: I kno baby I wont do it again u kno I just dont like when your with other boys

LOUIS: u didnt even let me explain how can I trust u again

ETHAN: bc I love u

I stared at my phone wide eyed. Ethan never ever said that to me.

ETHAN: baby u there

LOUIS: yea r u like serious

ETHAN: totally come see me later

LOUIS: ok I love u 2

I sat there smiling like an idiot for five minutes before walking into the bathroom taking off my clothes and starting my bath. I was in to much pain to stand. I walked out my room and running into my parents room. I opened my mums cabinet pulling out her makeup kit and taking it back into my room. She wouldn't notice it was gone and I needed to go back to school soon.

I placed it on the counter and sat down in the tub. I laid back and closed my eyes. I felt my muscles start to relax. I sat up quickly after hearing a door slam close down stairs. I was about to get out then I heard his voice.

"Hey babes. Miss me?"

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So sorry it's short but I had to!! xxx

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