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Rocky's pov
I borrowed a pair of joggers and a hoodie from Erika for tonight. Anyway I'm waiting for Erika to get out of the shower. I'm just scrolling through Instagram when I come across a video on many explorer page. Holy shit. It's a video of Jake punching Deji... not to mention you can clearly see Erika in the background! This is gonna make the public go crazy! I can already see it "Erika Costell and Jake Paul back together after being spotted at Amanda Cernys Party". I dm the video to Anthony I write 'Everyone is going to go crazy about this video!!!'. Erika walks out of her room in joggers and a cropped hoodie.

Rocky: Um Erika

Erika: What's up

She sits next to me on the couch. I show her the video. She quickly stands up.

Erika: No! Everyone is gonna go crazy over this saying we are back together! No I can't have more pressure I can't Rocky I can't!

I stand up and hug her. She cries into my shoulder. She takes a deep breath. We both sit down. I grab her hand trying to comfort her.

Rocky: Tell me what's really wrong.

Erika: I don't know if I can do this anymore.

Rocky: Do What?

Erika: Pretend Everything is Okay.

Rocky: What isn't okay?

Erika: *deep breath* I know I say this a lot but I miss him... We've had our time apart and I know now that I can't live without him. I would literally have a toxic relationship with him if it meant that we would be together! I miss hearing him say that he loves me. I miss telling him that I love him... I don't want to go through life regretting I didn't talk to him sooner... because what if he finds someone else? His only twenty one.

Rocky: Erika just take a deep breath. Do you want me to talk to Anthony.

Erika: no I don't want to bring you guys into this mess.

Rocky: We are happy to help. Now tell me what went through your head when you saw him tonight.

Erika: When I made eye contact with him for less then 4 seconds... it made me feel at home. I know I know that sounds so dumb.

Rocky: No it doesn't.

Erika: I got the nerves I use to get around him... got nerves not bad ones. It made me miss him showing how much he loves me... and it made me miss showing him how much I love him.... I just miss him Rocky... I need him back... I think- I think I still love him....

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