dear noah ➵ 𝗡𝗢𝗔𝗛 𝗨𝗥𝗥𝗘𝗔 [EDITING]

[31.] the letter

Dear Noah,

I am writing you this letter to tell
you how much you mean to me,
and to thank you for coming into my life.
You are something I never thought
could exist for me. You are the
best thing that has ever happened
in my life, and I don't regret
telling you how I feel.

I have been through a rough relationship,
which you obviously know.
For a little while I was hurt.
Really hurt.
But than you happened;
you came into my life and
stole my heart away from
the day I met you.

At first I was confused.
I didn't really know what I wanted.
I didn't know if I wanted to take a
chance again. So, I decided to come
close to you as a friend and find out
who you truly were first and what you
were really like.

You seemed cool, nice,
and funny--some things
I really liked in a guy.

We have been friends for a while now.
Every day spent with you is like a
wonderland of surprises. I've stood back,
watched and listened as you told me of
your past loves. If you only knew that
there is a true love waiting for you--
patiently. A hug from you makes me feel brand new. But these are words I was and
still am afraid to say. And that's why I'm
writing this for you.
Patiently loving you in my room.
That's right. I actually think
I might love you.

My mind worked hard thinking of
clever ways to ask you out.
But I was worried about rejection again.
As I left, I felt no peace.
I wanted to run back in and ask
you to dinner. My heart was trying
to pull my body back into the store,
but all that kept happening was my mind
kept taking over, moving one foot in
front of the other, walking around the
mall aimlessly, thinking about what I
could say to you and asking God to give
me the right words to say to you.

I still think I'm a fool for not just
telling you this in personal
instead of writing this letter
But that's just how I am I guess.

I love you Noah Urrea.
Are you willing to love me back?

If you are, I want you to know that
at 8 o'clock today I'll be waiting
for you a the park.

Sincerely,
Skyler.

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