3 weeks have passed. I can tell I'm not the same person anymore. I'm a confused girl, I don't know what I want anymore, I don't have any motivation what so ever and everything around me feels dull.
RING RING, RING RING. My phone buzzes, its Sarah, I answer
"Hey" I say
"Hey Kate, how's you?"
"Going pretty well for someone who doesn't sleep or eat properly anymore"
"Why haha?"
"I don't know I just don't feel like either haha"
"Right" "Wanna have another sexy night?"
"Sarah, I can't do this anymore, I just been having sex with all these guys, literally every night. I don't even remember their names. Its just sex, nudes, porn and a few chats here and there. I finally realised I don't want to grow old and only have fun for the rest of my life. I want partnership, real love, a life to share, even kids. I've been chasing all these men just for sex. Its enough now. This has been so draining, especially that ass wipe"
"Wow Kate, I know how you feel, good on you for wanting all that. I guess its just me today then haha"
"Sorry Sarah, mid life crisis at 20 years old haha"
"Yep haha"
"Have a fun day Sarah"
"You too babes" I hang up and get comfortable back in bed. I stare up at the ceiling and think, I wonder what Mark is doing now? I wonder if I've crossed his mind ever since, I wonder if his happy. I want to message him but his account is deactivated, even his FaceTime isn't working. I guess its finally time I start my life.
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Temptation
RomanceA story about a girl who creates a online dating account just for fun. Little does she know what she's getting herself into. Could it be love? Or could it be pain on her little heart? She chats to a few men but one catches her eye, an older suave ma...
