Just as I reached my room I shut the door with a bang and locked it. I stayed there for a second to breathe. I was running and crying. My breathing was uneven. I needed to calm down cause if I don't I'll faint again.
So I went to my bed and sat there. Took the pillow in my hands and pressed it tightly to my chest and counted. I needed to calm down.
One
Two
Three
Four
Five
I could hear him calling my name but it doesn't matter.
Six
Seven
Eight
Nine
He feels that he can make me do anything that he wants, he treats me like trash. I don't understand why do I have to through all of this. Why did I ended up here? Why??
No don't think!! Count! Count! You need to count!
Ten
Eleven
Twelve
I just need answers.
Thirteen
Fourteen
"Bella"
Bang!
Fifteen
Sixteen
I clutched the pillow more tightly if possible.
"Bella!!Open the door!"
Bang! Bang!
Seventeen
Bang!
Eighteen
"Bella!!"
Bang! Bang! Bang!
Don't listen to him! Don't listen to him!! Why can't he just go?!
Nineteen
Bang!!
Twenty
"Open the fucking door"
"No!! Never!!"
"Open the door Bella!! Let me in!!" he shouted.
"Never you nutsack! Just go away!! I won't open the door"
"Stop this drama and open the door Bella. This is the last time I'm asking you. Just open the damn door!!" he shouted and banged on the door loudly.
"Drama?!" I shouted and stood up throwing the pillow at the door. "You fucking think I am acting?" Tears blurred my vision on hearing him. I chenched my fist and digged my nails in my palm.
Acting?! He thinks I am doing some sort of childish drama?! What does he knows about me?! He doesn't even know how I feel?! I am dying here in this fucking room and he thinks I am acting. Anger welled up inside me. I am here in this prison not knowing anything..... and he... Now this was all to this!! I cannot take it anymore!!
I needed to do something... anything!!
So I shouted back. "You...you twat do you have any idea how bad I feel being locked in this fucking room for days and not being able to go out. To do everything... everything by your fucking orders. To stay alone here... having nothing to do. To miss my family. To god dammit... being kidnapped and not even knowing the fucking reason. Do you have any idea how that feels? Do you know how it feels to be almost raped?!! Do you??!! Tell me now do you?!! And you...you some fucking piece of shit are telling me that I act!! Go to hell!! Go anywhere or just die or do fucking anything you want to!! But just go and leave me alone!!! I fucking won't open the door!!"
