I couldn't remember the last time I'd cried that way. Unable to stop the tears falling as I feel everything inside me screaming, longing so strongly for something although I'm not sure what. Heart straining against my chest, head pounding and eyes blurred, I gasp for breath. I feel everything in me crumble, the walls surrounding my last shreds of hope were destroyed, these waves of darkness completely overpowering them. The rope I clutched onto so tightly snapped, leaving me falling helplessly with nothing left to grasp onto. Just hoping I can clutch onto something. Anything. I'd been this way before, I'd fallen harder before, but yet I'm terrified because when I look back on who I used to be, I hate it, all I see is darkness. I can't be that way again but I'm falling. And I'm falling fast.
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In The Oceans Of Me
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