Look at what you've done to me. Lying here, filled with self-hatred and regret, thoughts of that year like knives in my head. Months of being your little toy, of being manipulated and tricked into doing what you wanted have forever changed me. And yet you'll never see the true damage that you caused. Maybe you didn't realise you caused any at all. But now I lie awake at night, thoughts of you in my mind as I toss and turn, crawling in my skin trying to get you away from me. I hear sniggers and laughter and believe that they all know. I look in the mirror and all I see is the scared and vulnerable nine year old girl that you should've protected. But you never protected me. Instead you completely destroyed me.
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In The Oceans Of Me
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