First Love

Chapter 13- Forever First Love

As soon as you closed the door on Hyung-Sik, you breathed a sigh of relief that it was over. You didn’t have to fight for attention anymore or try to convince yourself that someone loved you, because now you had that.

Yoongi still had his arms around your waist, his lips leaving a trail of kisses along your neck, causing your body to shiver with pleasure. Something so light and sweet felt amazing when it was Yoongi because you could feel how much he loved you.

Before you almost lost yourself in his neck kisses, you felt him release your waist and take you hand, leading you into the living room. You were a little confused. You thought that Yoongi would take you to the bedroom, fuck you brains out, or something, but he just invited you to sit on the couch while he sat at the piano, looking at you, already knowing what you were thinking. You put your hands together, starting to feel awkward about what you said to Hyung-Sik about sleeping with Yoongi now. Maybe he didn’t feel the same or didn’t want to? You could feel yourself start to get anxious, that maybe Yoongi didn’t really want this that much anymore and he rethought his confession about loving you.

“Ji-hyo..” Yoongi asked, taking your hand and holding it in his. He could feel your hands slightly shake as he smiled. “I can tell you are overthinking.”

Shaking your head, you gave him a fake reassuring smile.

“No I’m fine….I am really sorry about everything…” you apologized. “I am really sorry about slapping you.”

Yoongi shrugged as he rubbed his thumb against you hand.

“I kind of deserved it. I should have told you earlier so you weren’t surprised by me wanting to kick his ass.”

“I was really surprised you punched him at all...you aren’t the violent type Yoongs.” you mentioned, looking into his eyes.

“Well I couldn’t just keep listening to him say those things when he was doing nothing to show he loved you. I was going to kick his ass the moment Taehyung showed me but Namjoon said it was best if we waited before we threw around accusations.” Yoongi admitted as he sighed.

“It was sweet that you all considered my feelings in this.” you said softly. “Remind me to thank Taehyung and Namjoon, especially Taehyung for showing you the truth so you could show me. You all saved me from being in a marriage with a cheater.”

Your eyes started to sting with tears a little. You were happy that you had Yoongi, but you felt like you had been living a lie for the past year or so. You loved Hyung-Sik so much at one time and everything that you saw and heard just proved he never loved you at all.

Seeing your face, Yoongi let go of your hand and turned around to face the piano. Taking a minute to think, he ran his hands over the piano keys and began to play. Your eyes widened when you heard the first notes of the song. It was called the Jellyfish Song, from an anime that you watched a long time ago, DRAMAtical Murder. There was a lullaby-type song that you heard once of the characters sing and you automatically fell in love with it. You remembered going through the internet for an hour, looking for the sheet music to this song and then running to Yoongi asking him to play it for you. He just scanned the sheet music and threw it into a pile saying he would try it when he had time. You went away sad that he didn’t try, but the next afternoon when you went to see him, he sat you down and played it flawlessly while you sat beside him, amazed at his talent. He told you later that he stayed up all night and morning to learn that song for you because he knew you loved it.

This time he played it for you, not because you wanted him to, but because he knew it was your favorite song and that it reminded you how much he truly loved you.