Always Waiting

Chapter 13.

Writers block sucks.

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Abigail's POV

I slumped myself back into my room and flopped myself down on the couch. The door slammed close behind me. All my energy was drained out of me. I felt like throwing myself off of a cliff, or running away, or just disapearing into thin air! all of this sounded like a good idea, good idea.... Rare I never have any of those... Honestly the more I thought about it i wonder how Liam didn't catch that it was me. Char would never get into a food fight, or a real fight, or prank wars... She'd never do any of that stuff... I let out a groan. I knew i was a mess, but I had no energy in my body to get up. I just want Liam to feel guilty. that's all. That's all I want. I grabbed my phone turning it back on. I had turned it off earlier to be alone... I had 5 missed calls from Liam, and over 20 texts... yay. I ignored them and pushed myself off the couch and to the bathroom. I had to talk to Zayn...

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Liam's POV

I glanced down at my phone for the fifth time in the last minute. Still no word from Charlotte, I haven't heard from her for a few days and last time I saw her she looked, i don't even know how to say it! I ran my fingers through my hair and sighed. No ones heard from Charlotte and Zayn's been acting strange the past few days... I rubbed my eyes.

"You alright lad?" Niall asked plopping down next to me on the couch.

"Fine..." I responded. "Do any of you know what's going on with Zayn?" I asked Harry, and Louis, who were sitting on some stools in the kitchen.

"Not a clue." Harry's voice sounded from the kitchen.

"Haven't seen him all day." Louis added. "Why?"

"He was really mad before..." I trailed "I went to ask him something but he was rantimg about something and punching the wall."

"Oh." Louis said 

"I'll go talk to him..." Harry volunteered and walked towards Zayn's room.

"You sure your alright?" Niall asked again peering over at me.

"I don't know..." I replied. No... My mind answered silently. I was going crazy ever since Charlotte came back... Her family just up and left one day in eighth grade. I can't even think about that year. I was cruel and evil just to fit in... It didn't even work... After Charlotte left... I don't know why i mourn over her most. I lost my two only true friends that year, but Abbey was more likely tp hold a grudge than Charlotte, and saying that i didn't know who Abbey was probably didn't help the whole grudge thing... I've seen kids in my spot when I was younger, things did not end well for them... Abbey didn't hurt them physically but she can be scary and knows how to start chaos. I can't help the smile on my face as I think back to her 8th birthday party, Her mom wasn't to happy about that... Our punishment was to clean the WHOLE backyard! Just Abbey and I. Char, as we used to call her, didn't get in trouble since she didn't start it, but she still help since that is what she always did, she was sweet like that, almost never got into messes like Abbey. I was just pulled into the messes but i didn't regret them, they were fun. Which now that i think about it is weird, Charlotte's started all these pranks and food fights with Louis and the rest of us.... Maybe Abbey's rubbing off on her. That's it. I decided nodding, She's no where near as good as Abbey's pranks were. And she doesn't really have an attitude.

"LIAM!" A voice yelled in my ear. I jumped falling forward.

"What?!?" I cried.

"Harry says Zayn is asleep." Louis said sliding into my seat.

"Okay." I stood up. That's not shocking he seemed tired when he came home from his walk earlier. I sat on the corner of the couch (Arm rest thing)

"You sure Your alright?" Harry asked this time.

"Yea... Yea." I answered still thinking about Zayn and feeling guilty. sure Char forgave me, but I don't think she's fully forgiven me yet. And I'm more concerned about Abbey, She gave me an year full the night they left. She embarissed me that night, yelling at me for stuff that made no sense. sure I know they were probably to do with Charlotte, but she made it see, worse. To make it worse my friends were there! school wasn't the best after she did that... I sighed running my fingers through my hair. "I'm fine." they gave me suspicious looks but dropped the subject thankfully. I forced a smile.

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FILLER! YAY! no? okay. I know boring! but I've had writers block and this is the best I've got... Whoop whooop. No? Thought so.

Set Fire To The Rain (Adele)