Zayn’s Pov
After Liam stormed out, I just sat there, unmoving. Nothing came to my mind, all the stories Abigail told me nothing came to mind that would answer the question flooding my mind. I thought I knew everything about the situation… But do I know anything?
Abigail’s POV
I wiped the already dried tears from my face. The tears had stopped long ago but I continued to sniffle and choke on my own sadness. I stood up so I was now leaning against the tree but I couldn’t bring myself to stand up.
“Stupid!” I cursed myself “Stupid, stupid, stupid!”
I pushed myself off the tree and forced my feet forwards. My mind wandered aimlessly, but my feet knew where they were going. My mind wander and as much as I tried to push my brain away from that, it always seemed to end there. The mess I made, the past that didn’t disappear, just got worse. What I fear most is all the secrets I told Zayn, I told him everything, everything… why do I always make the worsts mistakes?
I warned you.
You started the whole mess with that stupid plan of yours!!
Technically im you.
I huffed, inner me was right, I stopped suddenly realizing where I was. In the middle, of the hotel… where I’m currently staying… along with One Direction… spoof.
I sighed I need to clean my stuff out anyway…
I made my way up to the room, with any luck the boys are still overly confused and sitting around the room. I finally found my room and began looking around for my keys.
“crud Crud CRUD!” I groaned and stupidly tried to jiggle the doorknob hoping if by magic the door would unlock itself. No such luck.
“Missing something?’
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I’m not running away from the problem! No! I’m not! This is completely normal….
Normal… What is normal again I don’t believe I know what that is anymore… I huffed.
Flash back:
“Hey mate.” I walked over to where Zayn sat,
“Hey” he replied bluntly looking away.
“So.. Uhh hows it going?” I guessed glancing up at him.
“It’s uhh well uhh awful” He ended bluntly, so no small talk I guess.
“No kidding there”
“So I uhh I-I just wanted to tell you th-that I know.” Zayn stuttered.
“You do?” My voice was rushed and full of panic “Wha-what do you know, There are so many secrets right now,” My mind flashed to Abbey, what had she done? “I don’t even know whats the truth.” I thought about what happened just hours earlier.
“I know your secret” Zayn cut me off.
My eyes quickly found his, panic filling all of my emotions “Who told you! Abbey duh! She is nothing but trouble! That’s why I pretended not to know her! I swear its not as bad as she probably made it seem!” My hands were shaking, no, no, No
“LIAM” Zayn’s voice cut me off for the second time that night. “I’m talking about however many years ago! Even the truth is laid out in front of you, you try to dodge it!” Zayn’s voice raised. Angry bubble up inside of me taking over the panic, he has no idea what is going on!
“Sorry I gotta go.” I mumbled looking down at my phone.
End of flashback
I’m not running! I continually clenched and unclenched my jaw. He didn’t have a clue what was going on! They are all wrong! Only I know the truth! Abbey only thinks she knows! But she doesn’t! and she never will! Why? Because she’s a coward, she’s scared of everything! She could never do what I do! She doesn’t have the brain! I looked down at my phone which was suddenly being squeezed tight in my hand, I was tempted to text Charlotte, but I knew Abby had probably already went to her with all her problems just like she used to.
Flash:
“Chare! Chare! Lee cheated!!” Abby’s small voice disappeared down a hall. I was quick on my heels to follow her.
“I did not!” I defended “Abby stop being a tattle!”
“I’m not!” She whined. My brown eyes rolled
“You always tattle! I won!”
“Nuh uh!”
“Yup”
“No”
“Yes!”
“No”
“Yes!”
“No”
“Yes!”
“Alright!” Chare’s voice broke through our little argument. “You two fight about everything!”
“Do not!” We yelled at the same time. Then we burst out laughing!
“You guys are such kids.” Chare rolled her blue eyes.
Flash over:
I chuckled at the memory for a second. That was a lousy example, still she tells on everyone, not to mention is scared to do anything, unless its yelling at me…
I sighed falling against a brick wall, the same one I’ve walked by a thousand times before.
My mind suddenly racked back to what Zayn was saying,
Does he reall know what happened? All those years ago? No! no one knew! Not even Abigail, Not my friends, not anyone. My breaths came out shaking, Nobody knows.
I blink back a couple of tears it was years ago….
Flash:
Please i begged
“No” she replied crossing her arms over her chest.
“Why not?”
“I-I just can’t I gotta go.” She picked her book-bag up off the ground and turned to go…
“BOCH!” A voice sounded behind me. “Boch, Boch, Boch, boch!” I turned my eyes widened slightly at the sight of my friend, “Someone a little chicken?” He mocked her. What did I do? Something I regret to this day, Nothing, I did nothing. I let him mock her and then I did something, I made it worse. I joined in with worse, that’s how all this started….
Flash over:
I groaned that wasn’t what happened at all, well it did happen but that wasn’t the secret that I can’t even draw to my mind with out…. I just can’t I can’t
My feet began to move along the side walk again, I can’t go back to the hotel now, it’s too late, and now I have made an enemy of everyone there… Everyone.
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