Always Waiting

The story part 1

   Part one of the story behind the story.... Enjoy

Jar of Hearts- Glee version

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Abigail’s POV::

"You did Liam." I whispered. It took all my strength not to run away from my problems.

No matter how much we run you can't escape something that follows you everywhere.

  "Abby..." Liam started.

I raised an eyebrow at him.

"You don't understand the whole story..."

"WHAT STORY!?? You killed her! There is no story! You killed her, you killed me!"

I turned on my heel ready to run.

"Maybe if you didn't run when ever a problem arose you'd understand!" Liam yelled standing right behind me. I froze. I don't run away from my problems.

"Zayn, Harry, me, Char? Don't think I don't eavesdrop Ab. I know that you run away. Ever since you were little. You and your family ran when Char... Ya know..."

I didn't turn. I couldn't. "That's not true."

"Not true?" he laughed bitterly and pulled my arm so I faced him. "You ran away when Char died, you never spoke to me about problems. You ignored them because you thought they would make them go away!"

I closed my eyes trying to stop the already falling tears. I did ignore everything, problems solved themselves, but sometimes you need revenge, and we all see how that worked out.

"It's worked." I mumbled

"Really has it?"

With the darkness that surrounded us, I couldn't see Liam very well. But I knew he was daring me to make a move.

"What about you?" I said at random. I stopped thinking for a moment, I have absolutely no idea what to say, he never did anything like that. Think think think! "You said there was more to the story?" I guessed hoping I heard correctly.

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To the tabloids Liam is sweet, caring, and well Daddy Direction. To me he is cruel, heartless, and ex-best friend, to the boys he was funny, kind, and a best friend, now he is mean, and a different person.

  Five days ago I was Charlotte, a girl from Liam's past, now I am Abby, the girl who may have ruined One direction. This is definitely  one of the longest chapters of my life, and the whole time there had been a voice saying, is this right?

I should've listened to it. Maybe then we wouldn't be here.

My plan wasn't this. My plan was to make Liam suffer, I'm just not very good at following a plan. I had 2 rules

-make ONLY Liam suffer

- Don't have any emotional connections

I failed at both.

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"I'll tell you if you tell me why you caused this." Liam swore that night.

"Deal." Best choice I have ever made. Yet at the same time one of the most painful.

I explained my plan to Liam, telling him most of it. I didn't mention the second rule though. That would turn into something else I just know it.

“Your turn.” I murmured turning to him. I just wanted to get the topic off of my stupidity. Sadly, he wanted the opposite.

“You tore the band apart because of me?” He questioned

“It was only ment for you!” I cried, “Now just tell me your side and why I am so wrong?”

  Liam sighed “Fine. It all started the start of that same year...”

I smiled walking into the school. Charlotte wasn’t far behind, but being the over acheiver she is, she had to take a couple of things with her. Trumpet, books, ETC. I rolled my eyes at the bookworm that was one of my best friends. Turning back to the school, i approached my best mates.

“What’s up man?” Caleb asked.

“Nothing much. Gladish to be back.” I smiled.

“Heard you made it close to the judges house! Sweet man! Think of all the chicks!” That would be Daniel, the player. I just rolled my eyes at the statement. I didn’t even want to think about that. I just brushed him off, before making my way into the school.

“Whatever.” He laughed, “I’m just glad you finally ditched that nerdy loser.” He jerked his thumb towards Char.

“She’s not a nerdy loser.” I defended immediatly. Char was the reason i even auditioned in the first place. Though i didn’t mention that part. “She’s nerdy and does you no good. Char may not be like my ex-girlfriend, but she ment so much more. “She’s been my best friend since i was a baby!”

“Look dude, she’s a nerd, goody goody, and frankley doesn’t belong here.”

“Whatever, think what you want.” I pushed him off and walked infront of them to my first class.

Skip ahead a few days and you reach where things really started to change.

I had been avoiding Char for the last few days, not on purpose, but not really accidentaly. All i could hear was what someone had told me a few days earlier, after the whole thing with Daniel.

“You keep hanging out with her, and you’ll never make it anywhere.”

I shouldn’t have listened but i did. It stuck with me is still there

“Really! That little thing!” I flung my arms around. “That’s why you started to bully her? Ignoring her would have been enough for that little statement!”

“That’s not all. I wasn’t done.” Liam sighed. With the dim light of the moon i could see all the emotions running wild in his mind. “Not even close...”

How could it get worse?

Life is a cruel thing. Cruel, cruel, cruel...

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Jar of hearts- Lea Michele

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