My little brother

^10^

Yeolhyun was more clingy than usual today and it really must have been due to the fans. I know they mean well but making my only family want to leave isn't really comforting. Without him I would probably do as others have done, get drunk and destroy myself.

Can't you except Loey wants his family's support too and if you push him to suicide I will just follow... I mean isn't shipping me with Baek enough for you guys?

Yeolhyun I hope your okay. I hope you keep yourself safe more than my image because if you ever got hurt I-

"Chan are you alright? You've been spacing out since we arrived?" Suho asks me.

"I'm fine" I lie, of course I don't want to worry the leader with my issues when he already deals with so much. We are really annoying and noisy so he barely sleeps too so, I rather not burden him more if I have the choice to.

Before another can come and ask me what's wrong I leave to wonder the stadium we'd be performing in later for our Toronto concert.

You know how fate hates liars? Yeah, okay so Lay and Sehun come to me as a pair asking why I'm mentally not here and Lay made me promise to not lie about my feelings to him so I honestly felt trapped. They won and I lost.

I ended up having to say the truth. Oh how the truth hurts.

Sehun understood my pain and still mocked the shit out of me while Lay comforted me like his brother or son. Either way I felt very loved so it worked and made me feel better than before.

EXO was like another family for me, I am grateful to have them and that's even including Baekhyun too.

Lay suggests to me I should just call him if I'm so worried, but I feel awkward doing so after making him cry so much. I feel like a villain to have done so, I sulk in Lay's embrace as Sehun takes the opportunity to laugh and turn my sadness into meme.

Yes fans this how your Maknae respects me.

Eventually it to me for practice and it crossed my mind tomorrow Yeolhyun's school would be closed. Really wish I left him attend but even if I did the boy hates plains. Heck! He wouldn't even ride one with me by his side... Hmmp,that wimp.

🖤🖤🖤

Hours later, it's time! Fans are gonna start arriving! NO I'M NOT READY TO BE A SUB UNIT, THAT'S BAEK'S JOB.

Yeah so the manager decided to make another sub unit and thinks putting me with children is the best.

He locked Sehun, Kai and I in a room for an hour to figure out our name.

"How about 'Sehun's gang of three'?" He suggests and Jongin's reaction cracks me up, he's been spending too much time with Soo.

"That sound terrible" he says with a bored yet laughable expression.

"At least I'm trying" Sehun argues feeling offended.

"Okay guys chill, what about Sky since we are kinda the tallest member left in the group and it's a refreshing name  don't you think?" I suggest.

I watch Jongin nod while Sehun agreed for the whole world, moon and sun too. He clearly like it.

"It's cool hyung, but what does it stand for?"

I think for a bit before answering, I want it to have a simple meaning that relates to us and represents us well. Then 'bingo' I know!

"Sky means this team of three is a signal unit, is a signal person that watches above from sky's pov and expresses it's feeling through weather like we do with our emotions and powers: