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Jaemin 2/2

Jaemin P.O.V

A few days later, i went grocery shopping with my grandmother. I didn't contact anyone since that day. My parents is at the court today and i didn't go because they forbid me from going. At least my grandmother is around, so i'm a little okay i guess.

"Nana, could you go and take the milk ?" My grandmother said while pushing the cart. I went to the milk lane and took a carton of milk from the fridge, it was calm . Nothing really did happen at the supermarket until "YAH NA JAEMIN" i heard Haechan's voice. "Oh no" i mumbled to myself and faced haechan, i thought he was alone but i was wrong, everyone was here.

"Hi guys" i greeted them and they all walked towards me. "Why haven't you return our calls or text ? Are you alright ? You seem weird after that day" Renjun said and i sighed. "I'm sorry, i am not well. I have to go now" I said and walked to my grandmother.

"Na jaemin, are you really ignoring your brothers ?" Jeno said and they were following me around. "And sister, we shall not left out Y/N" Renjun said and it felt awkward knowing that Y/N is also here. "Guys, i'm not ignoring you so please go away now" I said and put the milk carton into the cart

"Lets get real, do you really want us to go away and not meet you again ?" Haechan spoke up and i stop walking. "I don't want it like that. All i wanted is time and space, it's really hard for me right now" i said and my grandmother came to put the other things into the cart.

"Lets get some hot soup" My grandmother said and invited my friends too.

At home, I put everything that we bought into the cabinets and fridge. My friends were at the living room, playing battleground together. "Nana, how about you bring your friends upstairs to your room. i'll be at the kitchen if you needed me" my grandmother said and i nodded

I called them and we went to my room. "What do you want to do jaemin ?" Jeno asked me and i shrugged. "Honestly, i wanted to be in bed and stare at the ceiling for hours" i said and sat at my bed. We all laid down in circles at the floor and talked about our life, Y/N was extremely quiet and she refused to talk.

"Today my parents is at court. It's over for me.. My mom asked me to think it as a good thing because i will get two for everything. Two christmas, two birthday parties and two families....i don't want it to be that way" I said and a drop of tear escaped my eyes, it didn't stop flowing.

I was inbetween renjun and haechan so the both of them held my hand. "You'll get through it nana. You'll never have a new second family cause we're your second family and it will always be that way. The way we all like it to be, right ?" Renjun asked and i weakily hummed.

"I've never loved someone like i love this one guy. I'm not heartbroken because that he rejected me, i'm heartbroken because i felt that he's not believing in love. He used to believed in love so bad and he really likes to read fairy tale books even though the other boys make fun of him, he kept on reading it.  I can't imagine him not trusting it and i don't want him to even doubt it" Y/N finally said something and it was about me.

Since our eyes were focused at the ceiling, i can't looked at Y/N.

After the soup was ready, we all went downstairs. Haechan looked at the watch and suddenly he ran towards the door, "YAH RENJUN, JENO WHY DIDN'T YOU TWO TELL ME IT'S GETTING LATE. I'm dead" Haechan said and quickly wear his shoes. "Where are you going ?" I asked and looked at haechan

"I promised my mom that i would be at home by now because it's my father's birthday today" Haechan said and renjun & jeno followed haechan. "Why are you two going with him ?" i asked and i was so confused with them.

"We promised his mother that we would help her to decorate their house. A promise is a promise right ?" Jeno said and i nodded. Once they were gone, i was left alone with Y/N.