Living With A Vampire | p.j [r18]

Chapter 31

The night Jimin left I read through so many books on how I could possibly help Jungkook, but not a single thing popped up. If I just knew his symptoms maybe I could figure it out, but I can't close enough to him without Jimin finding out. But since Jimin's not around, I can at least try to talk to him. 

I let out a sigh, "Why does this have to be so difficult? I mean Jimin shouldn't care. It's not like I'm married to Jungkook anyway. He was just.." I grit my teeth, thinking back to all the memories Jungkook and I shared before all this. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I cover my face. 

"Why does this have to be hard?" I cried in the endless library. No one to hear me, I can cry in peace.

"Mrs. Park? are you alright?" A familiar voice calls out my so given name. I glanced up from my knees to see Jungkook standing in the library. Dressed in his armor, like he was ready for battle any moment. My eyes widen when I realize that state I was in. I clear my throat and wipe my face, I can't show weakness. I slightly laugh to myself and rub the back of my head as I stand up from the couch I was sitting on earlier.

"Y-yeah, I'm fine. No need to worry..." Even though I wanted him to. I wanted him to remember me. Even if we're not together anymore. Is it so wrong to still be his friend? Can I have a friend? Jimin... tell me.. why have you made me suffer so much? What was the point?

Jungkook nods and sighs. "Well that's good, I'll be heading off to guard the main gates. If you need me for anything, i'll be there. Best to call me through the phone if something happens." He sighs and pulls his dark raven hair back from his eyes. revealing his perfect forehead. I quickly glanced away and nodded. I couldn't look at him, not like this. I waited for him to leave, then crumbled to the ground. Why must I be so weak?

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Soon night drew near, but still no luck of finding a way to help Jungkook. Giving into a deep sigh I laid the book down on the side table, while giving into my heavy eyelids. I won't fall asleep, i'll just close them for a couple minutes. 

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I open my eyes from the sound of a dog barking. "..dog?.." what was a dog doing here? I don't recall Jimin having a dog here. I glance over to the clock on the wall. My eyes widen as I jump out of the chair I was so comfortable in earlier. 

"I FELL ASLEEP!?"

I shake my head as I wince slightly at the sudden pain. A headache? But why now? I sigh and place the book I was studying earlier away before making my way down stairs. 

There was no one around, which was odd. Jimin's butler or his maids would usually be cleaning or doing something. It was pitch black outside, and I wasn't about to go for a night stroll. 

"Maybe they're all downstairs taking naps or maybe a break.." I don't let it bother me, the only thing that bothers me right now, is the sound of that dog barking. 

Does Jimin really have a dog? if so.. why haven't I seen it?