Poems For the Damaged and Broken

My Suicide

My heart is broken,

My mind is black,

Any feeling is gone,

Nothing to get back.

My hands they shake,

My lips they lie,

My smile is fake,

When I tell you "Goodbye".

See you soon I say,

But I know that I won't.

I just don't want to see the pain,

In your eyes when you say "Don't."

So I'll just smile,

And act like I'm fine,

But once I leave,

I'll be gone in no time.

This last day I spend,

Will be our best one yet.

I'll give into your touch,

I'll let you win every bet.

But once I'm gone,

There's no turning back.

I'll lock myself away,

And make sure no one hears the smack.

The smack of my body hitting the floor,

When I drain the blood from myself.

My screams of pain,

Everything that I have felt.

People think I'll just be taking time,

But they are wrong.

They'll find me dead and alone,

Because I'll never really belong.

This may be just a poem,

Something to keep on the backside.

But these aren't just words,

This is my Suicide.