Temptation

Chapter 3: What is Going On?

As our Sophomore seems to be ending quick, everything seems to be piling up, I didn't see Emma today till lunch time, we sit together and I say to her "Hey what's been going on?" And she says "Just been busy, I've also been dating Chris for about a week now and he's really sweet" I look at her and my heart just feels like it was crushed and ripped out of my chest, I get up and run to the bathroom and lock myself in there. The bell rings and I have no choice but to go to class I try and wipe the tears away and walk with confidence to class, I take my seat and pull out my homework and try and pay attention.

I walk home that day, and I shut my bedroom door my mom is not home she's out working, there's a knock at my door and it's my sister Abby she's older and I have a younger sister Madison who's 1, she's sleeping right now, Abby sits on my bed and says "Hey what's going on you ok?" "No Emma told me today she has a boyfriend and it really crushed me because I liked her a lot" and I start crying and she hugs me tight and says "it'll be ok" and then she walks away and I'm left there to cry.

I end up crying myself to sleep for a few hours then I get up and manage to do some of my homework and I head on downstairs to watch some tv and maybe play with my sister, I pick her up and kiss her and make her laugh, I see my mom walk through the door so I get up and hug her tight she says "everything ok?" "No not really I'll tell you later" but then Abby blurts it out and my mom says "aww baby I'm sorry" and I just walk back upstairs for the night and my baby sister follows me, I dress her into night clothes and I lay her in the bed with me and cuddle her close and cry myself to sleep again.

The next day is a weekend, and everyone is out of the house so I look in the fridge and take some beers and invite a couple of old friends by and we party hard and drink all afternoon and I get wicked drunk they do too, after that everyone ends up walking home and I'm left there after partying hard we have the music blasting and we had beer and wine, I try and go up the stairs and it doesn't work out well but I make it and I lay down and pass out.