Journey (A Jack Gilinsky Fanfic)

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"Kristina, open the door please!" Jack pleads from the other side of the wooden door. I hang my head between my knees as my tears drop onto the floor. How could he?

"Kristina, please." He repeats, his voice soft as if he's about to cry.

I might as well leave now. Was this all just a game to him? Everything we had? I knew this was too damn good to be true.

"Please." He says one last time before I stand to my feet and recollect myself. I wipe my tears off my stained cheeks and unlock the door, revealing Jack. His eyes are watering as he stands in the doorway.

"What do you want!" I yell, biting my cheek to fight back tears. His eyes go wide as I raise my voice.

"Kristina, it's not what it looked like!" He says and I push past him.

"Really? You weren't kissing Stephanie? Cause that's sure as hell what it looked like Jack!" I tell back and walk over to my bag and begin emptying the drawers, throwing my clothes in.

"Kristina, don't go please!" His voice breaks and I almost feel bad. I shouldn't, and I won't.

"You can have her Jack! She even told me you fucked her and left her the next day. Is that what you planned on doing with me?!" I fire back and watch as he looks down at the floor.

"I would never hurt you..."

"You already did!" I screech, cutting him off.

"Kristina, I swear.."

I grab my charger and look around the room to make sure I have everything.

"You swear what? I believed you this whole time. I thought you actually loved me Jack. I'm glad though, I'm real glad I didn't take things too fast and have you dump me off after this trip." I shake my head as my eyes can't hold back the pool of tears.

"Now, if you excuse me, I'm going home." I don't let him see my face as I exit. I hear a sob coming from him as the door closes behind me. I don't exactly know how I'm getting home yet, since it's already going on 7, but I can't be here.

I hurry down the hall into the elevator and as I'm about to enter, the door opens and I see Shawn. He looks at me with worried eyes.

"Kristina? Oh my god what happened!" He says as I break down into sobs.

"It's okay." He hushes me. I feel him wrap his arms around me.

"Hey, let's go to my room and talk okay?" He says sweetly and I sniffle, nodding my head.

He takes my bags and carries them down the hall and I follow him as he opens his room door, across from mine and.. Jacks.

"What happened?" He sits me down on the bed. I swallow the lump in my throat and begin to speak.

"Jack.. I saw Jack kissing Stephanie." I say, as I try to hold back from crying again.

"What!" Shawn says in disbelief. "How could he?" Anger is evident in his voice.
"I'm so sorry, Kristina." He whispers, sitting down next to me.

"I don't know I whisper." Shaking my head.

"I thought I knew him better."

"I thought I did too." I say quietly.

"Were you going to leave?" He asks, concerned.

"Yes." I tell him.

"Please don't." He whispers.

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Jacks POV

"Jack?" I speak up.

"Hey dude, what's up?" Jack J replies.

"I need your help."

"Are you crying?" He says, worriedly.

"Yes." I admit.

"Okay, I'm coming." He hangs up and I sit up. I see my reflection in the mirror and watch as tears fall down my face. I haven't cried like this in years. I walk over to the door and wait for Jack. As I'm waiting, I hear Kristina and Shawn walk by in the hallway. I look through the peep hole and see her go into his room. I'm just happy she's still here.

"Hey, what happened?" Jack asks as I let him in.

"I was walking down to the arcade, like I told you, and all of a sudden Stephanie comes out of no where and she.. kissed me. She fucking kissed me! And to make it even better, Kristina saw!" I almost yell.

"She kissed you?" His face is surprised.

"Yes! She pushed me against the wall and kissed me right as Kristina walk around the corner. It was like it was all planned out!" I sigh and run my fingers through my hair.

"Kristina hates me man! I don't know what to do! I tried to tell her but she refused to listen and Stephanie told her some bullshit that I fucked her and left but that was true because I was drunk and didn't know what I was doing that night! I didn't even..."

"Woah, Jack." He stops me from my rage as I pace back as forth about ready to break something.

"Where is she now?" He asks.

"With Shawn, in Nash's room." I tell him.

"Jack, I think you should let her stay with them tonight. We won't let her leave." He assures me and I nod.

"Okay." I wipe my face.

"I know you love her." He tells me and I sit back down.

"More than anything, man."

"I'll try to explain to her. It'll be okay Jack." He pats my back.

"Just tell her I love her and my side of what happened."

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Ow, my heart.
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