John's point of view
My name is john Laurens but I like being called by last name . I have amazing friends Lafayette,Hercules,Aaron burr,and Alex. Alex though is my closest friend only one thing is that i have a crush on him . When I first met him at the coffee shop when I was with Herc and laff and Aaron burr told us about him my heart went boom when I saw him his intelligent eyes and his beautiful brown long hair he set my heart on fire . I always had hope in my heart since well Eliza found Maria they were best friends and now there a kinky couple so deep down I'm hoping Alex likes me no loves me .
Alex's point of view
My name is Alexander Hamilton I have great friends but John Laurens or as I call him Jackie is the closest to me and I have also liked him more than a friend his cute freckles and curly feminine hair just makes me blush and sends me helpless I have told Eliza and she tells me just be yourself I feel like she's right and also not like she has Maria so she knows I get advice from Peggy who confides to me and i do to helps me try and get the courge to tell my sweet Jackie . It burns my heart that I can't just tell him I love him it's bullshit if you ask me . I wish I knew if John liked me or not it pains me and I just want him ......
Alex and john's point of view
Does he love me or not !!
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I'm helpless { completed}
FanficJohn Laurens and Alexander hamilton have been best friends for a long time over time John has developed feelings for Alex . Can you wonder what will happen between the two of them let's find out.
