Forbidden Feelings

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Chan's POV

Damn, Felix got lucky with this one. I kinda wish I'd met her first... but I didn't, I'm happy for him though.
I think.

She's such a good dancer, and she knows pretty much all of the dances that come on the random play dance.

And the way she can change from a song like What Is Love to Lip and Hip.

Actually, her cover of Lip and Hip made me fan boy, though I think I concealed it pretty well. The part where she has to spin and drop after made me feel things...
She knows how to move her hips and body roll, and her facial expression, oh my god don't even get me started on that.

She doesn't even try, sometimes she gets all shy but she still looks amazing.
I guess I am jealous of Felix, but I'll manage, haha. :/

Once the last song ends, Y/N collapses onto the ground and her chest is rising and falling rapidly.
Damn she's hot.
I realise I'm staring and blush then look away quickly.
I need to stop.

~~~

Y/N's POV

I collapse onto the ground once the final song is over and I'm so puffed.
I look over to Chan and he's looking around the room, he seems a bit awkward.

"What's up?"

He snaps his eyes onto me and I think I see him swallow... nah that's just my eyes playing tricks.

"Helloooo??"

"Oh right, sorry. Nothing, why?"

"You just looked kinda awkward, did I do something?"

"Nah nah, it's all good."

He looks away and won't turn back to me again.

I get up and walk over to my phone. Still no text from Felix.

"You ok?"

"Hmm?"

Chan walks over to me and looks at my phone.

"Don't worry about it, Y/N, I'm sure he's fine. He's just busy."

I look up at Chan and he softly smiles at me.
I smile back and he blushes again.

"There, you did it again!"

Chan freezes.

"Did what?!"

"You keep getting all awkward and not looking at me, what did I do?"

He looks at me like he wants to say something, but he just shakes his head.

"It's nothing, really. I'm just an awkward person I guess."

I continue to look at him trying to read what he's thinking about. He quickly gets up and walks to his phone.

Hmph, now he's ignoring me.

I walk back over to him and grab his hand to turn him around and face me.

"What's on your mind?"

He shakes his head again.

I sigh.

"Ugh, fine, don't tell me. Wanna go at it again?"

Chan blushes even deeper and his eyes widen at what I said.

Omg, I did not just say that.

"I-I meant do you wanna dance again, sorry, should have chosen different words."

"It's o-ok, just had me surprised for a bit... another random dance?"

"Yeah ok, what type should it be?"

"What do you mean 'what type'?"

"You know, like girl groups or boy groups or sexy dances, different types."

"Oooh how about a sexy dance?"

"How about no?"

He laughs and types boy groups into his phone.

"Ok, let's go again!"

He clicks the video and we both run to the centre of the room again.

I suck at boy group dances but I try my best.

~~~

The challenge finishes and I'm trying so hard not to fan girl over Chan.
I just stare at him in amazement.

"What?"

"I never realised how good at dancing you were, in all the dance practices I look at Felix or Hyunjin, but damn Chan. You got da moves."

I do some weird awkward shimmy and he laughs at me.

"My moves can't me as good as that."

I do it again and he laughs even harder.

"You bet they aren't."

~~~

Chan's POV

Woah, when she does that it shows off her... top area.
Oh no, she did it again.
I need to calm myself down.
I sit down but then she comes and sits next to me.

What have I gotten myself into? I can't fall for Felix's girlfriend.
Actually, are they even together?"

"Um, so Y/N, are you and Felix dating?"

She thinks about it for a bit and answers.

"I think so, but I don't see how it will work when he's an idol."

"Aw, I'm sorry, I'm sure it'll be fine. And if it doesn't work out, you've always got me!"

She pauses and looks at me shocked.

"Um, like I'll always be here as a friend... or something else."

I mumble the last part and I don't think she understood thankfully.

She moves closer to me and gives me a tight hug.

"Thanks Chan, I never thought you'd be this nice haha."

She pulls away, but she's still so close.

Before I can stop myself, I lean in and kiss her. I grab her waist and she puts her hand on my jaw.

Wait, what am I doing?

I quickly pull back and move myself away from her.

"I'm so sorry, I don't know why I did that."

She's staring at the ground in shock. Is she okay?

And why did she put her hand on my face? She should have just pulled away.

"Y/N, I-"

"It's fine, Chan."

She snaps at me and I'm taken aback.

"I-, okay..."

She gets up and sits at the back of the room.

"Y/N... I didn't mean to. Please."

"It's fine, it didn't mean anything anyway."

"It didn't? I mean, of course it didn't. You're with Felix. Ugh I'm so stupid. I'm gonna go outside for a bit, just don't leave the room okay?"

She nods but doesn't turn around.

I walk out of the room and give her some space.

Why the hell did I do that?

It's 2AM but I'm gonna write another part, who cares about sleep yeEt

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