Roller Coaster | Lee Felix X Reader FF

Clearing Things Up

Y/N's POV

Felix hangs up before I can say goodbye... I guess he still could be hurt.

I feel so bad, even if it wasn't me who kissed Chan, I didn't break away straight away. I even grabbed his jaw, why would I do that?!!

As if he was reading my mind, Chan rings.

"Hey, Chan. What's up?"

"Hey, um, I was just calling to clear up what happened before..."

"Oh— okay."

I hear him take a breath.

"This is really stupid but I can't stop thinking about it, I'm driving myself crazy, but whydidyounotpullawayfrommestraughtaway?"

Welp.

"Um. I've actually been thinking about that too. I really don't know why, I was really shocked but I just couldn't think fast enough to know it was wrong."

I hear Chan release a breath.

"Ok, thank you. Also, did Felix call you?"

"Yeah, he did."

"So, was he still angry?"

"No, actually. He was really sorry for snapping at me, but it was kinda awkward.
Thank you for telling him what happened though, I didn't want to say it was you who kissed me because I didn't want him to be angry at you."

"He needed to know the full truth, you shouldn't protect people when it wasn't you who did anything wrong in the first place.
You're too nice, you know?"

"Haha, yeah I actually get that a lot, it's kind of a curse really.
I can't tell people to go away, even if they stick around and no one likes them, I just keep up the conversation and now I'm blabbering I'm sorry."

Chan laughs softly.

"No, it's ok. It's nice to hear your voice."

Huh?

"I-I mean, it's nice t-to hear you tell about something else other than worrying about Felix."

"Oh, right."

Awkward silence...

"Anyway, I better head off to bed, it's getting late."

I take a quick squiz at the clock on the wall... 8:30?

"Ah, yeah, I'll talk to you after then. Goodnight, Channie."

"Goodnight, Y/N-ah."

Chan's POV

"Goodnight, Channie."

Thank god this is a phone call and not a FaceTime, otherwise she'd see me blush after calling me by that name.

"Goodnight, Y/N-ah."

I hang up before I start stuttering.

She called me Channie... how the hell am I gonna get over her??

I need to focus on writing songs, that usually helps me get my mind off things.

Sorry for the short chapter, I just wanted to write another one as a little catch-up for the relationship between Chan and Y/N.
The next one will be longer, and the one after should be pretty saucy 😉