Life Is Ecstacy - Yoongi FF

Change Of Plans

A few days later and Yoongi and I haven't bought up our feelings again, but now when we go on walks he holds my hand and he'll steal kisses around the house, randomly filling my stomach with butterflies.

I can't say I'm not guilty of treating him like my boyfriend. I've started packing lunches for him, preparing them the night before so he can take them to work and writing encouraging things on colored paper and tucking them inside.

Today though, I leave it out on the bench and pre-make his dinner because I won't be back until late and I have to take a really early bus or else I'll never get there.

Jungkook and Taehyung decided that they'd both take a day off work today so that we can finally go to that amusement park.
But just as I'm about to walk out the door, Yoongi walks out, his hair still tousled lightly as he drags his feet towards me, already dressed for work.

I pull away from the door to give him a quick good morning, hoping that the few minutes I spent with him won't be too taxing.
He walks over to me wrapping his arms around the small of my back.
"Hey..."

His voice is still slightly groggy from sleep as I smile into the nape of his neck, sliding my hands over his shoulders.
He looks at me up and down, confused.
"You are dressed... And early..? Why..?"

I smirk and take a step back, amused,my back close to hitting the door.
"I'm going to the amusement park with Taehyung and Jungkook, remember?"

I watch as he wakes up, a dark cloud slowly shadowing his face but he tries to hide it. He takes another step closer, running his hand through his hair as if to calm himself down and I get scared, taking another step back so that I'm touching the door.
"Were you just going to leave..?"

I shrug, trying not to let it get to me as he takes another step closer, leaning his for-arm above my head on the door and I feel a blush creep to my face.
"W-well, I left you a note? The bus in coming soon, I have to go... Later, Yoongi..."

I turn to leave, grabbing the door nob with my hand, but he pulls me back by my waist, causing me to turn around as he smashed his lips on mine in a heated kiss. It ends all too quickly.
He pulls back and looks deep into my eyes, commanding and dominant.
"Don't let him touch you... Please..."

I nod as I turn around and open the door to leave, his feverish lips still apparent on mine by a slight redness that will disappear soon, but the feeling in my stomach holds fast as I reach the bus just in time.

As I'm sitting on the bus I think about Yoongi. I still don't deserve him. I know this. But I also know that I love him. I sigh and look out the window. The sun is only just coming up and I feel tired, but I can have a coffee when I get to the maknae's house.

I shuffle off the bus when I get to my stop and I get the sudden thought of: What's it going to be like with Jungkook?
I frown as I walk along to their apartment building. Yoongi and I aren't dating. He's never asked me and I probably wouldn't say yes even though that's all I want.

As I walking into the building and start going up the elevator, I push all thoughts from out of my mind.
I just want to have fun with my friends today, and if Jungkook does try something, I'll just tell him that I'm uncomfortable.

I go up to the door and knock. Little did I now that I was going to be greeted with a shirtless, sweaty Jungkook.
My eyes go wide as I run my eyes along his toned abs with absolutly zero control, the sweat trailling down to his v-line. His hair clinging to his forehead as he steps aside to let me in.

Ashamed, I look away, casting my eyes to the ground before I gawful at him for much longer.
I can barely hear because the rush of blood in my ears is so strong but I can still hear Jungkook's voice as he wipes his sweat off with his towel.
For some reason, he seems way more confident than I've even seen him before...
Maybe it's the work out... He's too tired to be bashful right now...