As I finally got home I realized the entire pack was there. They all looked as though they had seen a ghost. "What the hell are all you fucking people doing at my fucking house?! I don't give a fuck if I am the alpha or not that dosnt mean that you get yo come to my home at the same fucking time! Now will someone please tell me why the fuck you all look like you've seen a ghost and came to my house? Now before I lose my temper even more." I yelled. I love my pack I really do but by the moon goddess they are so fucking annoying. "Alpha Anna we um. We we. Foundsomethingoutthatidontthinkyouwilllike." One of my pack members said really fast. Luckily im a hybrid so I heard every word. "And that is?" I was getting very impatiant. "The alpha if moon stone pack is trying to overthrow you. He claims you are unworthy of being alpha do to you being a female." Now I'm pissed. "Everyone go home. We will deal with this matter in the morning. Get some sleep." I said as calmly as possible without breaking anything. Point for Anna! As everyone left I started to plan how I will slowly kill the alpha of moon stone pack. When I finally got tired of planning and making my plans on paper I went to my room and got a shower. When I got out I laid down in bed and thought about everything that has happend recently and it all came crashing down as fast as a horse running from a horse catcher. (Idk I couldn't think of anything) I started to cry. And cry. And cry. And cry a little more. I got up and walked to my bathroom.
If you are uncomfortable with attempted suicide and things of that nature I would suggest you skip the rest of this chapter.
As I walked in the bathroom I looked in the mirror. "You are a disgrace of a child" my father had said to me. Over and over until it was glued in my head. I sobbed as I grabbed my razor out of my makeup drawer. I curled up on the floor and held it to my wrist. As I did this I saw that my other cuts were already healed. Time to replace them. I cut once. Twice. Three times. It dosnt effect me anymore. Then I looked in the mirror and saw my dad so I put the razor right above my vein and cut as deep as I could. The last thing I remember before passing out was brad screaming for help and kitty crying as they walked in.
So I cried as I wrote this. Like no joke I know my wrighting is bad most of the time but I am still crying. This will probably be one of very few very sad and very emotional chapters. For warning for the next few chapters, I will be doing another out of Anna pov and no I'm not saying who. Also the next few chapters may be hard for some people to read as it is hard for me to even wright them. So grab your tissues when I update next. Until next time my little kitty's.
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heart of darkness (completed)
FantasyAnna Maria Nicola is the only woman alpha in the US and she has no family left. She doesn't know how to let people in either. Now when the doors of hell are about to open and she is the only one who can stop it. Will she go and stop the doors from o...
