M Y L O S T B O Y (ZDH) (✔️)

C H A P T E R 8

Y/N: "You don't have to, it's your choice. But I think the guys would like it too, if we can play some games with all of us"

Z: "I'll b-be there in f-five"
I smiled.
Y/N: "Yay, see you in five then"
He giggled and shook his head at my reaction.

I walked out of the door and walked downstairs. The boys were waiting patiently for me to spill the tea. I laughed at them. The expressions on their faces were priceless.

Y/N: "Well, he didn't talk much, but he talked a bit. And he comes downstairs in five minutes to play games with us." I said as I smiled.

C: "Wow! Didn't expect that"
D: "Are you serious?"
Ja: "Good job, y/n"
Jo: "That's good, you must be something different then, because he doesn't talk at all if he meets new people."

Y/N: "I'm not something special, I just did what felt right and was myself. He said not much, only a few sentences, but we have to start somewhere, right?" We all smiled at each other.

*Zachs P. O. V*
Jack went back downstairs and about twenty minutes later I heard someone walking upstairs.

I heard one knock, but it wasn't on my door. A couple seconds later I heard a door open and close again. Then another knock. And again, a door opened and closed. After that, someone walked downstairs.

I was a bit confused. I heard voices and the person walked back upstairs. I guess it's y/n and she didn't know which room is mine. While I was thinking that, someone knocked on my door.

I didn't say anything, I just didn't wanted to talk, but I know I have to at some time. She waited a couple seconds.

Y/N: "I'm coming in, okay?"
I still said nothing, so she slowly opened the door.
Y/N: "Hey" She said in a soft tone.

I didn't move and didn't know what to do. She sounded like a really sweet girl. I turned around and looked at her. I didn't want to look angry or sad, so I tried to smile a little.

Y/N: "I'm Y/n, the new assistent" She smiled at me. She had a beautiful smile and gorgeous white theeth.

I quickly looked away, because maybe it was a bit rude to stare. I don't know why, but I got reminded of home and my parents again ands started to cry a bit.

I tried my best to hold my tears back, but I lost the fight. Some tears streamed down my face and I sniffled. I guess y/n heard it, because she looked at me.

Y/N: "Oh no, whats wrong? Did I do something? Or do you not want to talk to me? That's okay too, I will leave then." She didn't shut up about what she tought that she did wrong. She was worried she was the cause for me to cry. I didn't want to say anything, but I knew I had to. It was not her fault I was crying.

Z:"N-no, you d-did nothing w-wr-wrong" I said quietly. I was surprised she heard me.
Y/N: "I-i'm sorry for that. But are you okay?"

She sounded worried. I could tell this girl cares about almost everyone, even though she doesn't know the person. I didn't respond.

Y/N: "Do you want me to leave?"
I shook my head. She didn't need to leave, it was not her fault. She sighed.
Y/N: "I-I think I k-know how y-you feel." She sighed again.
Y/N: "I lost someone who was really important to me too. He was my everything, but then he moved and since that day, I never heard from him."

I looked at her, she was looking at her hands. Maybe Jack was right, maybe she does know how I feel. I'm sure she doesn't feel everything I feel, but if she lost someone too, she probably knows how that feels and maybe she understands me better. I felt like I had to tell her something about me too.

Z: "I lost my b-best friend, b-but I'm not ready to t-tell you my whole s-story yet"
Y/N: "I'm sorry. And that's fine, I will wait. And remember, everything will work its way out."
She smiled at me. I smiled back. I hope she is right about that everything will work its way out.

I felt like this was the time to introduce myself. I mean i have to tell her my name myself, right? Here we go. You can do it, Zach.
Z: "I-I'm Zach by t-the way. A-and sorry for all o-of this"
She placed my hand gently on my shoulder.

Y/N: "Zach! You don't have to apologize for who you are. Everyone has their own problems and their own life. And that's what makes everyone unique. Trust me, it's alright. I have some problems and difficulties too. I'm sure the boys have too. Really, it's okay"

Wow, that was, wow. She really knows what to say at every moment. I looked at her. She continued.

Y/N: "And I'm just a stranger for you and I come here in your life, but if you have problems with meeting new people. So that means I have to adjust and not you. I will wait until your comfortable to talk to me."

And again she gave me that sweet smile of hers. I don't really know why and how, but I just hugged her. I really needed a hug and wanted to thank her or something, as I said, I don't really know. I guess she didn't expect it, but she hugged back. It felt right, it felt like I could trust her. We pulled back.

Y/N: "I think I'm going back downstairs now. Are you coming too? The boys and I were playing some games."

She asked if I wanted to play games with her and the boys. I didn't know if I wanted that, but I guess it was good to get my mind off things and hang out with my friends. I still hesitated a bit.

Z: "Uhmm"
Y/N: "You don't have to, it's your choice. But I think the guys would like it too, if we can play some games with all of us"

I thought about it. Why wouldn't I go? Right, no valid reason, let's go then.
Z: "I'll b-be there in f-five"
A smile appeared on her face.
Y/N: "Yay, see you in five then"

I giggled and shook my head at her reaction. She was so happy and excited when I said I would come. She walked out of the door and walked downstairs. I changed and washed my face until the tear stains were gone. I grabbed my phone and walked out of my room.