M Y L O S T B O Y (ZDH) (✔️)

C H A P T E R 23

Z: "This wouldn't have happened if I just waited, I'm sorry"
He was worried and I could see he felt guilty. I felt bad for him, but I couldn't stand it anymore.

He just kept saying he was sorry and I was going crazy.
Z: "I swear, Y/n. I'm so sor-"
Y/N: "ZACH! STOP APOLOGIZING! I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE! 'OH Y/N THIS, OH Y/N THAT' 'OH Y/N I'M SO SORRY' JUST STOP IT! IF I SAY IT'S FINE, IT IS ACTUALLY FINE! YOU NEED TO STOP WITH THAT, IT'S JUST BECOMING ANNOYING!"
I yelled at him.

Omg what have I done. I put my hand over my mouth. I looked at Zach. He was hurt. The others were shocked.
Z: "I'm sor-, nevermind"
He said with a really small voice. I saw tears were forming in his eyes. He couldn't process what happened.

And with that he walked out of the room and I heard the front door slam shut. What have I done. I started crying. I knew he couldn't stand screaming and fights and I just yelled at him. I messed up really bad.

*Zachs P. O. V*
I was helping Y/n in her wheelchair, but she had to pee. I called Leah and she helped her. I went to the kitchen, the guys were waiting there.

Z: "Hey guys!"
C: "Hey, were is Y/n?"
Z: "She had to pee, so Leah is helping her with that"

Z: "Should we start making eggs?"
D: "Neh, we'll wait for Y/n and Leah"
Z: "But I want to suprise them"

I pouted. I heard some sighs. The boys started talking to each other. I started making eggs and I don't know how, but they caught on fire.

Y/n and Leah came back and there was smoke in the whole house. Corbyn made sure the fire alarm stopped and we opened all the windows.

We all ran to Leahs room, but we heard someone coughing. Y/n was still in the kitchen! Jack rushed back and brought her to the room.

Z: "Ughh, I so dumb. I'm so so sorry!"
Z: "This shouldn't have happened if I just waited, I'm sorry"
I saw that she was thinking. The expression on her face changed. She looked annoyed and angry.

Z: "I swear, Y/n. I'm so sor-"
She cut me off.
Y/N: "ZACH! STOP APOLOGIZING! I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE! 'OH Y/N THIS, OH Y/N THAT' 'OH Y/N I'M SO SORRY' JUST STOP IT! IF I SAY IT'S FINE, IT IS ACTUALLY FINE! YOU NEED TO STOP WITH THAT, IT'S JUST BECOMING ANNOYING!"
She yelled really loud at me.

I didn't know what was happening. I felt tears in my eyes. She just screamed at me. Wow. I can't handle screaming and I thought she knew that. She put her hand over her mouth, shocked about what she just did.

Z: "I'm sorr-, nevermind"
I couldn't handle it anymore, I needed a bit time alone. I left and slammed the front door out of frustration.

I didn't know where to go, but I didn't care. I started walking. My vision was blurry, because of the tears in my eyes. They were streaming down my cheeks. I roughly wiped them away.

Why do I always have to cry? I'm eighteen now and I'm still acting like a little child. Why is everything going wrong? Why did all those things happen to me?

I lost everyone, now I finally found someone back and she just shut me out. I kept walking, I looked back, none of the boys ran after me.

Maybe because they knew I needed time alone. Or maybe because they just don't want to run after me all the time, because I'm like this.