M Y L O S T B O Y (ZDH) (✔️)

C H A P T E R 24

I was still walking. It was getting dark. We woke up late, because we went to bed at 5.30 am, so we slept really long. Then the drama happened and I walked away, so it's almost dark now.

I stopped and looked around. I didn't know where I was. Did I walk so far that I don't even know where I am? I grabbed my phone out of my pocket. I had a lot of missed calls and messages from the boys, but I didn't care. I just want to be alone.

Luckily I had some money in my phone case. I was near a little café, so I went to it and bought some food. I sat down and ate my food while just staring in front of me. I threw my garbage away and went outside again.

Wow it was really cold now. I felt it extra good now, because it was pretty warm in the café. I started shivering. I was dressed in my vans, grey sweats and a white short-sleeved shirt.

I didn't want to go to Y/ns house or my own house, but I opened Google Maps, to see where I was. I was 1. 5 hour away from my house! What?! Did I walk this far?! It was really dark by now.

I didn't have any money left, so I couldn't order an uber. Just great! It was 10.34 pm. So I started walking home. I didn't want to, but if I changed my mind I was at least close to my house.

I can wait here till I want to go back, but then I have to walk 1.5 hour first to get home. I typed 'Home' by my Google Maps and it told me were to go. Let's go then!

1.5 hour walking and then probably waiting somewhere because I don't want to see anyone!

*Y/Ns p. O. V*
Zach just walked out of the room, slammed the front door and left. I was crying.

Y/N: "We have to go after him!"
Ja: "Y/n, calm down, he just wants to be alone for a bit and in a couple hours he is going to be at our house" I looked at him.

Y/N: "But I have to talk to him!"
Jo: "You can talk to him if he's home. And if he wants to of course"
He smiled at me.

Y/N: "Okay, can I go with you to your house then, I want to make sure he comes home. I'm just worried, people can do stupid things when they are angry or frustrated"
D: "Sure"
C: "Fine with me"

Y/N: "Thanks guys, that means a lot"
I smiled at them, they gave me smiles back. We grabbed our stuff and we went to the boys house. Leah came with me.

Jack and Corbyn gamed, Leah and Daniel played some board games and Jonah was reading a book. I just sat there lifeless on the couch, I didn't know what to do. Zach still hasn't come back and he didn't answer his phone.

Jo: "Dinner is ready!"
He yelled from the kitchen. Leah put me in my wheelchair and brought me to the kitchen. I hate this stupid wheelchair. If I didn't have this thing, I would've ran after Zach and he would be here too now.

Everyone was eating, but I wasn't hungry.
Ja: "Y/n?"
Ja:" Y/N!"
He waved his hand in front of my eyes.

Y/N: "Sorry, what?"
D: "You haven't eaten anything yet, are you alright?"
Y/N: "Yeah, I'm fine. I'm just not hungry, sorry"
I gave him a weak smile. Leah sighed.

L: "Y/n, come on. You have to eat something, you know that too"
Y/N: "I know, but I'm just not hungry right now, Le"
L: "I can understand why you're not hungry, but please, just eat a little bit"

She really cared about me and I knew she wouldn't stop till I ate something. I sighed and grabbed some food. I took a little bite. It actually tasted good, but I just couldn't eat properly while I didn't know where Zach was and if he was even okay.

L: "Thank you"
She said as she saw I ate something. I took a few other bites and after those, I had enough.

Y/N: "It tastes really good actually, but I'm full, I can't do this, sorry"
Jo: "Thank you and that's okay, at least you ate a little bit"
He smiled at me. The evening passed by and we still hadn't heard anything from Zach.

He still wasn't home. I was so worried. It was 10.17 pm. We were on the couch. Everyone was talking, except for me.

Y/N: "Guys, we still haven't heard anything. I'm really worried. What if something happened?"
Ja: "I have to be honest, it takes him longer than normal, but I'm sure he will come back"
C: "And I dont think something happened, Zach's a smart guy and very alert"
They smiled at me. I sighed.

Y/N: "I hope you're right"
I silently said. Leah fell asleep on the couch, so Jack carried her to the guest room and laid her in bed. It was 11.31 pm and Zach still hadn't come back.