M Y L O S T B O Y (ZDH) (✔️)

C H A P T E R 63

The boys did their interview and I just watched them. Zach looked off and sad. But he tried his best to pay attention.

Eventually the question came. 'Are you guys single?' I sighed deeply. Why does literally every interviewer ask that? I mean, they have interviews almost every day. And they ask it everyday.

Like, If they get to know someone new and become their boyfriend in an hour. No, of course not.

But the boys still answered it. Zach looked at me. We looked each other in the eyes.
I: "And you Zach?"
He quickly looked at the interviewer.
Then back at me.
Z: "I...Uh..I-i"

He was still looking at me. I couldn't do this. I looked away and got up. I walked out of the room.

Z: "Uhh, sorry, excuse me"
He got up and ran after me.
Z: "Y/n"
I wiped my tears away. He was right behind me.

Z: "Y/n, wait!"
I stopped walking and turned around. I just looked at him, squeezing my eyes, arms crossed, waiting for what he had to say.
Z: "What was I supposed to say then?! You are mad at me for something I didn't even do!"

Y/N: "I don't know either, Zach! I want to be with you so bad, but I just can't date a cheater. Just skip the question"
Z: "I didn't cheat!"
Y/N: "Where were you then?! What were you doing then, huh?"
Z: "I can't tell you. Yet"
I scoffed.
Y/N: "Yeah sure"

He squeezed his eyes and frowned.
Z: "Wow! You don't trust me, do you?"
Y/N: "I-i...uh.."
He scoffed in disbelief.
Z: "Save it"

With that he turned around and walked back. I just cried. I messaged the group chat and said I would be waiting by the car.

A few minutes later the boys walked out of the building. We went home and I went straight to my room, locked the door and got in bed.

I worked on some things and planned some shoots and things for the boys. Just did my work for most of the day. And cried, watched a sad movie, ate ice cream.

I was laying in bed, tears streaming down my face and I was thinking. Stop crying! I said to myself. He isn't worth it, he doesn't deserve my tears.

He's a nasty cheater, he isn't worth my tears. I stopped crying, but I knew I still loved him and I'll never stop loving him.

I stood up and walked to the kitchen to get an apple. While I was cutting the apple, I heard the front door open. It was Zach.

He was probably 'just out' again. Yeah, I don't think so. He was with that Britney of him again, I guess.

We made eye contact and I quickly looked away. Zach looked really hurt, but he did this all himself. I heard him sigh.

I quickly finished cutting the apple and walked back to my room. Daniel made dinner and it tasted really good.

Zach and I were a bit silent and off during dinner, but the boys let us be. They knew what was going on, so they gave us our time to calm down and be alone for a bit.

After dinner, I went straight to my room. I took a shower and did a face mask, while I face timed with Anna and Ashley.

Ashley asked if Corbyn was home. She wanted to say something to him.
Y/N: "CORBYN!"
I screamed.
C: "WHAT'S UP?!"
He yelled back.

Ja: "THE SKY!"
Jack screamed. I rolled my eyes, why does this kid always has to say that.
Y/N: "REALLY JACK?! WHY DO YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO SAY THAT?!"

Y/N: "BUT BEAN, CAN YOU COME FOR A SEC? I'M FACETIMING ANNA AND ASHLEY AND ASH WANTS TO SAY SOMETHING!"
C: "COMING!"

D: "IS ANNA ON THE PHONE?!"
He screamed out of nowhere.
Y/N "YES, DANI, SHE IS!"

Corbyn stood in front of my door, he tried to open it, but it was locked.
C: "Open the door then, dummy"

I stood up from my bed and opened the door. Daniel ran past us and jumped on my bed where my phone was standing.

D: "Hi Anna"
We laughed.
Y/N: "Daniel! Be careful! You almost broke my bed"
He actually almost did. He jumped on it and I heard something crack and it sounded like something broke.
D: "Oops, I'm sorry?"

I shook my head. Corbyn and I walked to my bed too and I laid down next to Daniel and Corbyn sat behind us.

C: "What did you want to say Ash?"
Ash: "Oh, uh, mom said that you have to call her"
C: "Really Ash? Was that it?"
Ash: "Uhh, yeah. Mom said I had to tell you!"

We laughed at them. Corbyn and Daniel stayed and we talked with their sisters for a while. We talked about tour and about stupid things. We laughed a lot. And when I say a lot, I mean a lot.

It was nice to have these people around me, who cheer me up. The boys left and shortly after that I said bye to the girls too. I just chilled and watched some YouTube.

It was already pretty late and everyone went to bed. I closed my laptop and fell asleep quickly. I woke up in the middle of the night to a loud noise.

I sat up and listened. It sounded like someone was walking around our house. I got out of bed and silently walked towards the kitchen and front door.