"Let's break up."
Jackson said with his calm face.
WHAT
IS
THIS?
"What're you saying?" I asked him again although I already understand it.
"Let's break up. I'm not yours and you're not mine anymore. I called a taxi for you."
Jackson said again and about to walk away.
"Ani!! (No!) Chaebal! (Please)...." I begged him and hold both of his hands.
He faced away.
He doesn't look at me.
He's not looking at my face.
"No, I don't want you in my life anymore."
Jackson said again.
He's still facing the other way.
"At least.... at least tell me the reasons." I said.
My tears is pouring like a heavy rain.
My voices.. I cannot speak out anymore.
Jackson look at me., right into my eyes.
His looks...his looks is so cold. Like he wanted to show me his cold heart towards me.
"I'm sick of you! You're so childish, I don't need a girl like you as my wife, as my partner in life.How can you fell in love with me? I was your teacher. You think your teacher will love his student? Come on, Sowon. I'm just playing around with you. You doesn't mean anything to me!"
He said angrily. Very angry.
My heart is torn apart.
I never felt so lifeless like this.
I feel like it os the end of the world for me.
I feel like....
I AM A TRASH!
AWFUL WOMAN!
Jackson hold both of my hands tightly and forced my hand to let go of his hands.
It's so....hurt.
He walked away.
I kneel down and hold his both legs.
"Please.... I'm really in love with you. We've been together for 9 years! This is not the end that I wanted." I shouted out all I might.
"Let go of me Sowon. You need to move on, and most importantly..... delete me from your memories."
Jackson said, but he's not looking at me at all.
PLEASE LOOK AT ME!
He push me away and get into his car.
He drove away.
I'm still sitting on the grass. I don't have any energy to stand up.
A few seconds later, the taxi came to pick me up.
"Omo... young miss, are you alright?"
The driver asked me and helped me to stand up. He brought me into the taxi.
I guessed, Jackson already told him my address.
The driver send me to my apartment.
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I walked into my house and press the bell.
My mom open the door.
"OMO! SOWON-AH! WHAT.."
"OMMA!!"
I hugged my mom quickly. I need someone to comfort me. Very much.
"He left...omma!" I cried loudly and hug my mom tightly.
"It's okay my precious... In our life, we need to move on, maybe he's not the one who's made for you."
My mom tried to comfort me. She pat my back.
But....I'm not comforted.
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It's been 14 days. In other words, it's been 2 weeks.
During those two weeks, I stayed in my room and never get out of my room.
And now...
I'm still in my room.
It's seems like I'm locked myself in my 'safe area'.
I don't want to communicate with other people.
KNOCK! KNOCK!
"Sowon-ah... chaebal... get out of your rooms, I don't like to see you like this."
My mom said.
I'm not respond to her and she leave.
Every days, my mom and Yo Na will knocked my room's door and begged me to go out.
They will also leave foods for me to eat when it's meal times.
TING!
I look at my phone's screen and touch the message's banner.
'You're out! Lazy girl! your works is pending for two weeks! and you never come to works and never has a reason for it! From now on, don't come to work anymore!'
- Mrs. Yoo.
I'M SO SICK OF THIS!
I pick the sleeping pills and put it as many as it is into my mouth and swallowed it.
My nerve impulses started to slow down...
Slow...slow..and slow...
My world.... it's darkened.
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I opened my eyes.
I look around me, it's hospital.
"Sowon-ahh..."
I look at the voice...
"Omma,,,,"
I said slowly. My mom is crying.
Please mom....
Please don't cry....
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My mom brought me home.
She put me on the sofa.
"I already know about it.." My mom said and looked at me.
I look at her with my tired face.
"You're fired." My mom said to me.
"I'm too tired to hear your babbling, omma.." I said to her and close my eyes.
"I can't let this happen anymore, I need to do something with you... you're not yourself anymore." My mom said again.
"Just do what you gonna do. I'll follow your lead." I said lazily.
"You promised me." My mom said to me,
She sounded so serious!
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A Race To Win Her Heart ✅
FanfictionThere are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go. Love is not always have to be beautiful, right? READ MORE TO FIND OUT ABOUT THIS...
