~~Colby~~
Damn, the fridge is broken again...
I shut the fridge and sighed, mentally running through a list of all the mechanics I've used so I could call the best. This was the seventh time the fridge broke. Well, I got it off the side of the street. It's only to be expected...
I ran my fingers through my scruffy black hair as I shuffled to the phone. Half way towards it, my vision went blurry and I felt dizzy and light headed. I quickly grabbed onto the counter and leaned against it heavily, shutting my eyes. I guess I forgot to take my medicine...
I wobbled over yo the cabinet over the sink and pulled down multiple medicine bottles. For my headaches, my many different vitamins, my anti-depressant, and a special one for my eating disorder. Yeah, I know I'm a mess...I quickly took all the pills and went back to the phone to call the repair man. When I was done, I grabbed a granola bar for my lunch and headed upstairs.
I live in an itty-bitty two story apartment by myself. I have no family. My dad left us all when I was only a little kid. My sister died in a school bus accident last year. My mother has been in the hospital for months because of her mystery disease. I work as much as I can outside of school to pay for yhe apartment and my mother's medical bills. I never have time for myself. All I do is go to school and work. Hardly any time to eat or sleep. I guess all this stress and harshness has gotten to me. Ever since I passed out at my third job at a local cafe, my boss has been worried sick about me. She's been paying for all my pills and coming to my house daily to make sure I eat and rest. It's unnecessary but she won't listen to me. She wants me to regain my health and become my old self. But I'm not sure if that's doing to happen though...
I sat in a chair next to the window and curled up in it, staring out the window. Why was the world so cruel and heartless. It was all gray and white to me now. I forgot what it felt like to be happy. I wish... I just wish someone could return the color to my life...
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Hello everyone, meow~ I hope you liked the first chapter of Despair~ I know it's short... but I've been working real hard on it and I'll try to upload a new chapter every Friday~ That is my goal! Well, the picture on the right is Colby~ Isn't he just the cutest thing??? And the song just reminded me to his life so I put that there. Well, I hope you continue to read this and I hope you enjoy it, meow~~~~
-StalkerKittyX3
YOU ARE READING
Despair Is My Middle Name (BoyxBoy)
Teen Fiction((WARNING BOYXBOY: may contain scenes of romance between two males. Don't like, don't read. Thank you~)) Colby Maxwell has none nothing but death and pain since he was young. After all his family, he fell into a deep depression and developed an eati...
