Despair Is My Middle Name (BoyxBoy)

~Despair 3~ The Stupid Things That Stupid Does!

~~Colby~~

Oh my God... He knows. Someone knows about my condition... Why did it have to be Shane Parker?! He knows everyone! By the ends of the day, everyone will know that I, one of the skinniest people in the school, has an eating disorder... Everyone will think I'm a freak... I-I think I'm gonna be sick...

Mrs. Nicki glanced at me. "You okay, sweetheart? You look scared to death," she said.

I shook my head. "I-I'm fine... Just feeling a little dizzy..."

"Take it easy okay? You need to keep taking your vitamins and eat a bit more. We have to slowly ease you back into a healthy eating routine," Mrs. Nicki said and I nodded.

"Okay... T-Thank you," I said, "I'll eat more than a granola bar for lunch this time. I'm sorry for all the trouble..."

"It's no trouble," she said, "I want to make you healthy again."

Suddenly, he door flew open and Shane came back in, holding a box of chips ahoy cookies. He walked up to me and shoved the box in my face. "Eat it."

I was taken aback but shoved it away. "No!" I said angrily, "This is non of your business!"

Shane put his hands on his hips. "None of my business?! I can't just stand by and watch someone starve to death! I have to help! Please eat it!"

I stood up quickly and grabbed my bags. "I said leave me alone!" I yelled before running out the door. Stupid Shane! This is none of his business! Why can't everyone just leave me alone?! I don't need any help!

I ran into the bathroom and dropped my stuff on the floor, leaning against the counter as I stared into the mirror. All I saw was a freak. A freak who deserves no help...

~<3~

First period was so boring. All we did was talk about random science stuff... Not my best subject... Second period was tiring considering it's PE. I have a note from the nurse saying I can sit it out if I get tired but I hate being babied. I don't need special treatment... Since that was over, it was finally lunch. I walked quietly to the picnic bench on the edge of the court yard, by myself like always. As I sat down I spotted a little cardboard box on the top of the table. What the... I picked up the box and noticed a little green sticky note stuck to the top. I pulled it off and read it. It only had one word.

Enjoy!

I stared at the box suspiciously before sighing. Might as well open it. I don't have anything else to live for. I slowly opened the box and peeked inside, then gasped at what I saw.

It was a stupid little cake! A cake with pink frosting and red icing flowers on top. Who the hell would leave a cake in a cardboard box on my table?! Wait... I know who... Shane...

I then noticed a little pink card next to the cake and picked it up, flipping it open and reading it.

Made this in Home Ec! Hope you like it! <3

-Your Shane Love<3

I brushed lightly and ripped the card in half. Idiot! Why did he pick a pink card?! And draw hearts?! He even called himself something stupid!! That moron!

I quickly grabbed the box and stormed over to Shane's table, pulling the cake out of the box. "Hey, Shane!" I yelled, angry.

And as he turned around, I shoved the cake right into his face.

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Hello again, guys! I once again decided to ignore my daily update day and posted today! Yay~! I love the picture on the side~ Kinda goes along with the chapter~ and the song fits too well~ and just a news update, I plan on writing a special Halloween chapter~ Well, see you guys later!

-StalkerKittyX3